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Yoochan buries his head in my shoulder as I hug him.
I make eye contact with Yoongi who is equally confused.
We both mouth 'What the fuck at the same time making me turn my head to my child again.
Knowing that Yoongi knows nothing about why Yoochan may be avoiding him worries me more.
Yoongi loves Yoochan even though they just met a few days ago.
He has accepted the fact that he has a son to take care of and care about.
He has accepted the fact that we are a broken family that reunited after years.
So he wouldn't do anything to change that!
He wants to be an actual family with me and Yoochan so he wouldn't hurt him in any way.

And what worries me more when I realise that, is that someone must have planted words in Yoochan's mind about Yoongi.
But who and Why?

"Yoochan-ah.... Baby are you Okay?" I ask as I pull away looking at him face.

He holds his head hung low as his bangs cover his beautiful eyes.

"Mom...." he says and I hold back a gasp.

He has never called me mom. The only thing he called me was mommy.

What happened to my son?

"Yes Yoochan-ah?"

He looks up into my eyes.
His eyes didn't have that glint in them.
His eyes didn't show that he was happy or excited as they were supposed to be.

His eyes showed that he is hurt.
His eyes showed pain.

"I know who is my daddy..." he says as he looks away.

"Y-you do?" I say shocked.

"Yes... I heard you and auntie talking..." he says and I search for his eyes but he hides them behind his black hair.

"And I know that he left us behind..." He says and finally lets his gaze rise up to meet Yoongi.

Yoongi's eyes enlarge as he stares at the small boy glaring at him.
His mouth falls open and his irises shake as he looks between Yoochan's both orbs.
He moves his mouth in an attempt yo speak but nothing comes out.

He lets his tongue run over his doll like lips and wetten them with a thin layer of saliva as he gulps hardly.

"I did what?" He lets out in a breathless whisper.

I have the same shocked reaction to what Yoochan just said.
I look between Yoochan and Yoongi and I can't help but feel guilty.

My son hates his own father with such passion because of a simple misunderstanding.
A misunderstanding I created 6 years ago when I decided to leave Yoongi behind without an explanation.

"N-no!" I suddenly let out as both Yoochan and Yoongi turn their heads to look at me.

Yoochan looks at me confused as Yoongi looks at me worried.
And I already know what he is thinking.

'He is too young don't tell him!'

My consciousness yells at me the exact same phrase over and over again but I cannot help the need to clear this misunderstanding.

I will have to leave huge gaps that I will probably fill in a couple of years when he will be older and more mature.
But now i need to decide Yoongi as innocent.

"Who even told you that?" I start off slowly trying to understand who planted this deadly seed in my son's head.

"The kids at school back in Greece..." he says and looks down ashamed as he continues.

"T-they said that m-my dad didn't love or want me and t-that's why h-he left you..." He says as he starts shaking and tears roll down his cheeks.

"E-every night y-you cried al-alone in your room I-I blamed h-him and m-myself..." He says as he starts sobbing loudly.

I am about yo hug him tightly when suddenly I am pushed aside.
I watch as Yoongi hugs Yoochan tightly.
The young boy tries to wiggle away from his father's strong arms crying louder.

Yoongi hugs him tighter and starts caressing his brown hair.
Yoochan soon gives in his father's comforting words as he lays his head on the nape of his neck as he sobs louder.

"I would never and I mean never leave your mother or you. Your mother had to make some important decisions before you were born. One of them was leave me. I didn't know what she was about to do. And most importantly she didn't tell me about you. So I would never know. I love you and your mother more than anything in the whole world and I promise not to let you leave me so easily ever again." Yoongi finishes his small speech and now i was tearing up as well.

With glossy eyes and pursing lips to suppress a smile I joined in our little family hug as we all cried tears of happiness.

Happiness that we are finally together without anything to hide... almost.

A/N

I'm so proud about the fact that I didn't wait a month to update again but only 16 days we're making progress here x)

So basically right now I am on a road trip to Corfu with my family.
And I am writing this inside the car x)
We will stay a week there at a hotel where we stayed again 3 years ago and I may post some pictures from before and after if I get brave enough :')

So right now it's 22:00 and we will reach our destination at around 9:00/10:00 am so rip me and my patience :')

I will use my data to post this now and probably use them again in a few days so idk if I'll reply to comment.
Hope you understand~

Thank you for the 500 followers and 16k reads on this book guys!
Love you lots!

Ps. Hope you like the new cover~~

Words count: 996 (+a/n)

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