Sorry if this chap seems to not make any sense... i've been up in my head stressing over something

"Gosh guys i'm stuck, like seriously, i want to be different yet, not too flashy!" Trish whined, as we sat at a cafe down town.

it was two days since we arrived and  were currently talk all wedding. I was bouncing Ryder as he laughed a man that was making funny faces at him.

"Why not!, it's your wedding, i'm sure you dreamed of your wedding your entire life. Flash how much you want girl." Rowan said hands in the air.

"i just want you to know that what ever it is we have your back. you just need to breathe." I said.

"Okay fine, let's put that aside, for the engagement party, i'v got us to wear some sexy maroon dresses, gush guys, i can't wait for you to see them.

"When do we get to, i mean the party is tonight, it's just weird if you ask me, everything for the wedding is set except your dress and the venue? where really are you having this wedding?" i asked as i whipped some dribble from Ryders mouth.

he looked at me with his big brown eyes, then shoving a finger in his mouth and leaned into my chest. My handsome boy.

"Shut up. Everything else is prepared, i just have to buy my dress and the boys are checking out the venue now." She laughed before taking Ryder away from me.

"You know for an eleven month old, you are darn handsome, i wish i could weight for you, so i could marry you." Rowan said running her hands through his hair.

We all laughed a her statement.

"And he's gonna turn blonde." She said causing me to stop laughing and look at her.

"What?" I asked dumbfounded.

"Oh, if you watch really closely, some of his hair is blonde, then you have the ones with the tip being blonde. I remember when Rydel Had Majesty, she had the same type of light brown hair, before it turned blonde. and you see now she has that dirty blonde hair."Row explained before popping a cherry from her pina colada in her mouth.

"Wait Majesty? logan's friend? that's Rydel's daughter?" i asked stunned

"Uh....yeah!" she laughed

i never really thought about it like that, i mean , i always saw the the blonde hair, but i never thought that it could change.

i couldn't remember anythign about the stranger other than his tattoo, could it possibly be that Ryder got his hair fro his dad.

no shit sherlock youre a brunette.

shut up.

"Wow, i never thought of it like that.....i know a certain blonde..." Trish said wiggling her eyebrows.

"Shut up." I said causing her to laugh.

Rowan just smiled back and forth at us lost.

i looked at her unbelievably before sighing. "She's speaking about your brother."

"Oh!...OHHHHH!" she said finally getting it and laughing.

"Yup, not funny." I said looking away.

"Oh come on and laugh a little, it was just a joke."Trish said poking me

"Still not funny."I said folding my arms.

"See that Ry, your mommy is a grump" Trish said in a baby voice.

Ry just looked at her, and then at me and blinked before starting to cry.

"Aw! i' sorry she's not a grump, she's not a grump!" She said kissing him all over his face and he slowly stopped.

"Do you think it's possible though?" Row said from her silence, i looked at her, she had her thinking face on.

"What's possible?" I asked confused

"That maybe ross could be the father?" she answer before looking back at me.

Trish released a huge gasp then smiled wide looking back and forth at each of us.

"Are you crazy? No there is no way in hell he is the father!" i exclaimed.

They both looked at me shocked at my out burst.

"Sorry, i just.... please.. just..." I sighed, my eyes stinging as tries threatened to spill over.

I never like talking about Ryders father, just for the fact that i never knew who he is, or will be.

i thought that maybe he was just a employee at the party, an invitee or just some other person, i tried to dismiss the thought of it being another celebrity, ir the fact that i used to call ross blondie and that guy had a tattoo that said blondie, then there is that fact that so many other people has a tattoo that says blondie.

"I'm sorry, Laur, we're sorry. it was a stupid suggestion and we'll never make it again, I was insensitive to your feeling and we're sorry." Rowan said, smiling at me softly.

"No i'm sorry, i'm so dramatic, always was."i said before hugging her.

"Great now y'all are back in the mood, it's me time, lets go bye those dresses rydel meeting us their.

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"Do i really have to wear this heel?"

"Yes Laura, you do."

"I'm ready so am i!"

"Is everyone ready?"

"Yes." i choruses of four yeses passed through the room.

we all huddled infront of the mirror and looked at ourselves

(FIRST: TRISH , SECOND: LAURA, THIRD: RYDEL, FOURTH: ROWAN)

"Damn don't we look hot!"Rowan said throwing her hands in the air and flashing a picture with us.

"Uh Barry just sent a message the boys are ready." she said. 

we all began getting our purses

i pulled out my phone and dialed Carla's number.

"Hey sweety, everything okay?" she asked right away.

"Yup, we just finished going to meet the boys now.

"Awesome."

"How's ryder, i miss him so much, i can't believe i haven't seen him for the entire day." i said looking in the mirror one last time.

"He' great he's sitting with Majesty an Logan, they're making funny faces, and he's cracking up, he's got people just looking at him and laughing, i'll send a pic with him, see you soon." she says

"Aww, okay, we'll be their soon." I said before hanging up,  a few seconds later a picture of him was sent

"Oh my gosh! guys look at Ry!" I squealed looking at my son. The girls surrounded me and started squealing and screaming.

Suddenly the door flew open "Ahhhh!"angry warlike scream came from the boys standing at the door.  Alex screamed on on foot the other one in the air as he held a two kitchen knives in each hand in the air. Barry was behind him with a vase in his hand! Rydel's husband had a based ball bat will ross stood with both hands together in the air with a spoon.

"Huh?" They asked dumbfounded looking at us all huddle over my phone.

"Huh?" we all replied dumbfounded, Rydel dropped her head to the side confused "What's going on?" she asked walking up to her husband, Derek and taking the bat from him and placing it on the floor. "We heard you guys scream." Alex Barry answer dropping his hands. "yeah, because Laurs showed us a pic with Ryder, he looked so cute! but forget that damn don't you guys look fine." Trishaun said walking up to Alex and kissing him hard. 

The boys were all dressed in all white and looked dashingly handsome, and if i do say so myself my partner looked fine!

(FIRST:Alex,  SECOND:ROSS,  THIRD:Derek,     FOURTH:Barry)

After everyone calmed down, we settled with our partners, we with ross, seeing that i was the maid of honor and he was the best man, Rydel with her husband derek, Rowan and Barry, and of course the bride and groom to be themselves.

I quietly walked up to ross who had both hands in his pocket. he looked down at me as i approached him.

"Hi." He said softly, smiling a me.

"Hi....You look nice." I said looking up and him the down at my shoes.

I wanted us to move on from all this drama, i was sick of it, just for your friends. and he seemed to be cooperating....so why not.

"You look lovely." He said grinning now. 

still cheeky ross i see.

Rydel and Derek, and Barry and Rowan were already making their way down to the limousine outside.

"So, just a question what exactly were you gonna do with that spoon?" I asked looking up at him grinning. 

"What spoon, i know nothing of this spoon you speak of." He said before stoking off causing me to laugh and follow behind.

i didn't miss Trishaun squealing in the back.

but at least this is a move in the right direction