okay, i HATE going to big stores, especially the mall.

because one: we only window shop. and my mom and brother talk to loud.

two: people like this,

the people who look like they judge your ass 24\7.

okay, i have an issue with everytime i go to a store, i have the feeling that people who are just skinnier, and prettier than me, just flat out judge me.

and with the family I have, it doesn't make it better.

so for the sake of not losing my shit publicly in a store, i had made up a actual voice in my head.

I know.. strange.. but it really helps!

I'm cringing while I'm writing this don't worry, but with the voice in ny head distracting me, it makes it faster to leave stores now.

I totally did not lose my sanity, ahaha.

just...try it next time you go in a store.