The light shined in my eyes, I saw flare of a spark from something.

It took me a while to find out I could move, the light was blinding me but I could feel something, like stairs. I tried getting up but I was impossible, the light got stronger in my eyes. I felt the surface around me, it was soft.

"Am I really dead? Am I in heaven?"

I tried opening my eyes, the light strucked them making my eyes wince in pain that made me roll back. I felt air through my hair, I was falling from somewhere.

I opened my eyes, I saw clouds above me going up while I was going down.

I panicked, "Where am I? What am I?"

If I'm an angel then I can fly either that or I'm going to hell for some reason...

Everything stopped with in that moment but I was still moving.

"You've finally come to us." I heard an echoing voice say.

"Hello?"

"You want to see your mother?" it said.

There was a pause until I saw her in front of me.

I hugged her tight, I felt tears going down my face but I never got the hug back.

"Why?" I heard her say which made me question

"What?"

"Why did you go off? You knew people cared about you and you just died!"

I flinched "I-I'm sorry its just-"

"I may have died but it doesn't mean you just die with me! You had a life ahead of you! Your dad was in jail! You would've been fine even without me! Now you won't even see your future!" She was almost in tears.

I stood silent, she coughed and began telling me some information.

"You see when you wrote that note saying you'd look over your friends? Well it seems as if that's going to be your role up here..." She said sounding a little sarcastic.

"Your role is to keep them away from their demons, help them, you can even communicate with them, but you need to help through this until they have died."

"You must guide them."

I felt as if a boulder had hit me straight in the face,

"G-Guide them? They're fine without me!" I yelled

She replayed a memory a the letter that I was writing,

"I will always be here for y'all just like you guys have been there for me all of these years..."

It replayed until she stopped it

"You can't break that promise.. They've been there for you... now it's your turn...even if they don't need you they need your guidance still or your presence with them..." she spoke softly

I nodded and saw light appear from the clouds above

"It's time for me to go...please keep this promise." She said before being sucked into the light.

Everything went back to normal everything was moving and I resumed to falling from the sky.

I flew up into the sky and down to the earth.

I landed in the river from before, the one I drowned in.

I looked at myself, I had looked more different than before...my hair flowed I wore grey, white, and blue. I tried to get a full look at myself.

I was no angel.

I was a spirit.

"That's why I'm still here ain't I?"

I wore a blue skirt with some white, then I wore a grey long, flowy shirt.

Then I felt my neck, the black choker was there along with blood around it.

My eyes...they looked like tiny stars...

I was amazed at how much this had changed me...

I looked away from the water and saw my friends walking away from the water and to Faith's house.

"I-I can't believe she's....she's..."

"Dead..." I heard Faith and KK mumble

"It's my fault for letting her go..." Justin said sadly

I glided towards him trying to give him a hug...but he went through me which made my heart sank...

"How would they know if I'm a spirit or that I'm with them, in their presence?"

Give them a sign...

I followed them to Faith's house and saw Faith in her room balling her eyes out and KK was helping her. Everyone surrounded her with hugs except Justin...

"P-Please Justin its not your fault..." I wrote on the foggy window in the living room.

He stood up and looked at it...

"Did he see me write it?"

"G-Guys...she's here with us..." he whispered out as the house feel silent.

They all came in and cried or yelled at Justin for playing such a cruel joke.

He began to believe he was losing his mind and went home.

I glided downwards to the floor and put my legs to my face and cried in them...

"I didn't mean cause this...Justin isn't like this...KK isn't like this....Faith isn't like this...It's my fault...I gave them grieve that only I should have!" I cried louder but it was obvious no one would hear me..

I flew back to the river and thought about how school was going to be without her...

"Probably better than ever.."

She laid down on the rivers dock and slowly fell asleep in her thoughts...