First day....

More like my last....

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Name: Maria Bay Glenn

Hair: Light blue/ Platinum

Clothing: White hoodie(Sometimes) or plaid purple T-Shirt with blue skinny jeans, wears a white dream catcher necklace or black choker,  and black converse.

Dislikes: Mean people, bullies, cloudy days, friends crying, death, etc

Likes: Rain,Magical powers, color, sparkles, the internet, emoji's, to sing, etc

Personality:Shy, Quiet, Sweet, Kind, Generous, Suicidal, Mood swings/Bipolar....

YOU MAY NOW READ DA STORY BELOW!!!!

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I hear the sound of my alarm clock yell at me, I woke up slowly hearing Mom and Dad yelling at each other, I shook my head and rubbed my eyes.

I walked over to my closet grabbing another one of my plaid shirts, it was emerald green today. I walked over and grabbed my blue purse and black pullover.

"Hurry the fuck up Maria!"

"Don't talk to her like that you bastard!"

I heard a slap come from down stairs, I slid down the railing of the stairs and walked closer to the door grabbing my computer first. 

"Have a good day sweetie!" I heard my mom yell before she started yelling at dad again.

My mom and dad weren't divorced which I'm very surprised about, my mom was the sweetest she had always helped me through my big problems my dad was the one who was my problems. He had always stayed home and get drunk and blame me for some random shit...

I walked over to the bench by the bus stop and sat down, I saw one of my friends walk by, her name was Faith.

I had told her about my other problems....with depression and acting like a bipolar freak she had always been there for me, even after the night I got kicked out of my own house.

She sat down with me and we both listened to music (Sky full of Stars by Coldplay)

it was our song

We laughed at each other while trying to sing the song, she thought i was a good singer. Unfortunately I thought bad about myself so...

We saw the bus come by and took off our earphones, 

I looked outside of the window, I felt like I saw a whole other world when I looked out onto the city.

It was way better than my home-life

I felt a sting go through my stomach then my arm but I tried not to show any emotion of it.

I lift up the sleeve of my pullover,

my scars....

there were turning more red than usual...

"What is going on?" I thought

I touched the scar but it grew worse, so I ignored it...

I went to school and the first thing I saw was them.

They had always bullied me and Faith but they would always get in my head.

The group was consisted of boys and girls,

they didn't call themselves anything so I called them the bitches

Because that's what they acted like,

"Oh look its her again and her pathetic friend too." One of the girls said

"Ha I'm surprised one of them isn't dead, they both should be!" A guy said

Tears were coming into my eyes until I heard 

"Stop it with your shit and get a life!" Faith said pulling my arm and me away from them.

I whipped some of my tears as I walked to my locker which was next to Faith's.

"You can't let them do that shit to you...they're trying to-"

"I know but its so hard with my-"

"Yeah I know I get it! But try and make your life more easier! More happy! Do something...." Faith mumbled the last part.

"A-Alright.." I mumbled to her.

I saw a group of guys and girl that were some of my friends,

there names were 

Tyler

Blair

Emma

Adam

Kelly (KK)

there was 3 boys and 2 girls I'm glad to have friends like them even if I'm the 3 third wheel of the group.

"Heeeeeeyyyyy Girlfriends!!!!!" I heard KK say 

It was funny he was the only gay guy in our group and he didn't like anyone in our group. He always made us happy with his high-pitched voice.

"Nothing much just the bitches." I said

Justin  laughed along with Tyler,  Justin was the shiest like me.

Faith and Tyler were happily together which was a good thing for them so Faith could be happy finally.

"S-So what are you doing this weekend...." Justin mumbled something but I could hear it. 

Faith elbowed me and whispered "He's talking to you!" 

I blushed a little in embarrassment "U-Um nothing really just staying home..."

"Cool...would you mind if you c-came over to my place for a while?"  

"S-Sure?"

I saw him smile, it had been a long time since he had smiled. So I smiled back to him.

The bell rung and it was the beginning of the day.

I watched as the class periods went by and then came the last bell.

I saw the group come back. The bitches.

"There she is, now its time to show her what life's really gonna do to ya!" A guy said.

I received punches and kicks from them, 

but I realized something from what my mom did this morning..

if she could stand up to dad, I can stand up to them.

I clawed one of the girls and slapped a guy and ran out the exit door while I heard footsteps coming after me.

I ran faster and faster till I was out of breathe...I stopped and looked out onto the path I was on. I lead to home but it also lead to another place...a river.

I walked to the river and watched as I went by, it shined in the daylight. It had looked so beautiful.

I saw myself in the water and saw the bruises and scars from them.

"How could I be so weak?!"

"I'm not Brave..."

"I'm not Strong...."

I cried into the river thinking the same thoughts over and over again.

An hour later I walked back home, I couldn't stay at that river. 

It makes me want to-

I stopped

No one was home, not even dad

I ran into my room and took the opportunity.

I got a blade and went out onto the window sill and sat down with my phone that played the music me and Faith had listened to before.

I heard a knock on the door and heard yelling coming from my drunken dad.

"Get down here you bitch!" He pounded on the door

I cried and little tears went down my cheeks.

I texted Faith 

"Help me, he's pounding on my door please come pick me up I cant stay here...mom isn't home.."

She replied 

"Okay. But Adam and Justin are here along with KK. I'll tell them about we'll be there ASAP."

I sighed and heard more banging then I heard the front door opened, 

"Was it mom?" 

I heard glass shatter and another text from my phone.

"We are here but the tree from your window sill, its gone..."

I looked out and saw it was true. I use to sneak out at night from going down the tree. Now its gone

That means....I'd have to go downstairs...

I took several deep breath's 

"If mom can do this so can I"

I walked down the stairs quietly and saw them sitting at the table in the kitchen. Until dad looked at me when I put my hand on the nob of the front door.

"COME HERE YOU LITTLE SHIT!" He yelled 

Mom tried to pull him back but she was thrown against the table, I opened the door quickly and saw my friends in their car. I ran quickly to them and shut the car door. Tears were stained on my face from fear, as we drove away from my house my dad was trying to get to us but fell in the road. 

The last word I heard was 

"Are you okay?" KK said 

I simply replied 

"My mom might die and so will I." I said before passing out in the car.

I woke up on a couch inside Faiths house,

I saw them all standing in the kitchen, Faith was on the phone.

"W-WE DON'T KNOW IF SHE'S BREATHING I COULDN'T FEEL HER PULSE! PLEASE GET SOMEONE DOWN HERE! NOW!" she was in tears. I looked around and saw my scars were revealed. Justin looked as if he couldn't look at me.

Faith got off the phone and was in tears, she ran over to me. 

"I-Its going to be okay....Just talk to me." She was holding my hand, squeezing it.

I tried to talk but I couldn't, My voice had went away. 

Justin was shacking 

"S-She's.... SHE'S NOT GOING TO BE FINE! LOOK AT HER! LOOK AT HER SCARS!"

there was a pause and his yelling made my ears ring.

I closed my eyes hoping they would see me. In which they did once I opened them again.

"Y-Your alright! Your alive! Don't ever EVER scare me like that EVER!" I heard Faith say while she hugged me.

It was awkward.

"W-Where's my mom? Is she alright?" I asked

They all paused and looked at the TV.

"A woman known as Stacy Glenn has passed away from a murder by the father of Maria Glenn: Chris Glenn was the murder and is know being held captive for his crime but his daughter is no-where to be seen."

My heart skipped a beat.

"S-She's..."

I shook with fear

Hot tears spilled out of my eyes.

I felt arms around me, saying "I'm sorry"

I ran outside and tried to got back to the path with the river. 

I heard Justin yell "STOP! Can't you see she needs to be alone!?"

"But what if she kills-"

"SHE WONT BE IN THIS HELL HOLE!" 

I heard him, it surprised me how much it affected him.

He never has yelled at anyone of his friends or anybody except the bullies.

I walked to the path and heard crickets through the woods, I saw the river before me sparkling like the stars.

I walked over to it and sat down and looked at my reflection. I cried into the river and felt the cold wind through my hair.

I looked away from the water and saw diving board, I walked over I decided that this would be my last day on this earth so I left my phone with my notes open on it leaving a letter with it.

"Dear friends,

After these last few years of abuse, hurt,

and tears.

I can't live through more of it. I will go to

another place, where I can see my mom

and others. It will be better for me, I

promise. I will watch over you and guide

you through life so don't worry! I'm still

here, I'm always here just like y'all have been

for me all these years...."

Love, your friend

Maria Bay Glenn

I looked from the board and onto the water, taking many deep breath's.

I jumped up into the air and crashed into the water.

I tighten my choker across my neck and felt colder as I got deeper into the water.

Darkness surrounded me as I heard my name being called from above.

"Maria!!!"

It all slowly faded away

the world

my life

and light appeared before my eyes.