P R O L O G U E

Does staying silent for the rest of my life and doing nothing would numb this pain that kept clawing my insides and stole my soul every single day. 

I did...I did do nothing and let this excruciating pain turn me hollow for the past fifteen years.  Today was supposed to be the same but why do my mind and soul not allow this anymore?  Why does thinking about my pain choke me up and drives me mad?  

Mother had demanded me to marry a man I did not know to relieve herself from the burden that was me.  I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t scream or cry telling her that I didn’t want to.  She never let me. 

Yet, I couldn’t...I couldn’t let my only life slip away from me by listening to her just like I did in the past.  It never brought me happiness or satisfaction, just pain, sadness and left me alone.

‘I am not sorry for leaving this house, Mother.  I know you will find me one day but I will be happy then, without you or this house.  Forgive me for disappointing you yet again, Mother.  I hope that you’ll be alright like you have and stay healthy.’ 

~ Emilia

And so, I packed my necessities and light clothes in my suitcase and ran away in the middle of the night without looking back.  Even if she did find me, I would be happy because I would’ve met wonderful people and live a short life filled with happiness.

Yet, change was something I feared my entire life.

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