Dedicated to SvShri

Mine to Keep, Mine to love.....

"Open your mouth Vidya.." He said while kissing me deeply. For the last two minutes i was stopping myself, i was stopping him, i was stopping both of us to not do anything which we will both regret later. But then his orders were melting me more.

I opened my mouth and then the last thing i remember his arms around my waist and my body was being crushed between stairs and him.

The kiss lasted for five minutes or i think more than that. He wasn't ready to leave me or my lips. The sweet reverie got broken when his hands went under my top and his fingers touched my bare waist. Before they could travel more up, i pushed him with all my strength and he lost his balance and fell from stairs.

He was shocked too like me. I saw his eyes widened seeing my face. I touched my hair slightly and then i rushed back to my room. It was getting more uncomfortable with his stares on me.

I turned around and my eyes landed on my image in the mirror.

Dishevelled hair, smudged lipbalm, lips bruised. I was looking so different. Like a woman who was heavily loved by her lover.

I felt like crying at that moment. Why i always melt so easily whenever he comes near me? I was inviting trouble by losing my control over feelings. This one sided feeling or love will not give me anything in the end. But one thing that is strange is his behaviour. Those feelings which i saw in his eyes for me, they looks so true.

"My mind will burst if i keep talking to myself." I looked at my bed and jumped on it. I need some sleep to control my mind.

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Park Jong Suk's Pov

I was so much angry on myself. She must be scared of me now. I want to kick my own a*s on my stupidity.

But i was little satisfied too. After all, she was affected by my tiny stunt. I am just waiting for her to say that she still loves me. Once she will do that, i will marry her quickly.

I looked at her room. The lights were off. No! I can't ruin this one night which i got to spend alone with her. I have to do something. I picked up my phone.

After a long good thirty minutes, the pizza delivery guy was standing at the door of my house. I smiled at him and he winked at me. I paid him quickly and shut the door.

Clearing my throat, i knocked on the door of her room. She opened it in a minute. I chuckled on seeing her messy hair. She looks more cute in them. Her eyes were showing no traces of sleep.

"What?" She asked me calmly and coldly.

"Pizzas?" I asked her.

"I have my dinner already. I am not hungry." She said and started closing the door.

"I am also not hungry that much." I said something quickly to stop her from shutting the door on my face.

"Good." She replied shortly again.

"Help me to finish it." I said in a pleading tone.

"If you were not hungry, then why did you order such a huge pizza?" She asked me and i gulped because of her logical question.

"Well..umm..i said i am not hungry. ... you know partially i am not hungry.. but partially i am... it's just that my tummy is....umm... half full... half empty." I answered and she raised her eyebrows.

"I don't want to help you." She said and shut the door on my face.

Great Jong Suk!!! She is so much angry that she can't share a pizza with me. I pulled my hair and move towards the refrigerator. Grabbing two bottles of beer, i opened the pizza box.

My heart needs some ailment. I opened the tv and started watching some random k-drama.

I realised that i drunk 3 bottles when i felt my mind floating in air. Just when i was about to get from the couch, i saw her coming out of her room.

God! in that pink bunny printed nightsuit, she took my breath away. I was totally bewitched from her long silky hair.

"I want to know, you broke your leg then how come you are walking proper..." she stop in mid when she saw the condition of the living room.

Her eyes widened and follow her gaze which were scanning the room. Pizza boxes half-opened were lying on the floor. Crumbled Tissues and tissue box were giving company to pizza boxes and at last, her temper sky-rocketed on seeing the empty beer bottles.

I wasn't tipsy at all. I was still finding her cute even when her round eyes were full of anger.

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Vidya's Pov

I removed the bottles and clean the messy room. I looked at him. He was standing in a corner with head down.

This man! He is drunk like hell. I scolded him too but only smiled in return. His smiles always melt my heart.

"Go back to your room and sleep." I ordered him.

He looked up and nodded in negative. I glared him.

"Fine then stay here for whole night." I said.

The moment i entered in my room, he also entered inside.

"Why are you coming here?" I asked him. He didn't say anything but bolted the door. I moved back little and then he turn towards me.

Before i could understand anything, he lifted me up, put me like a sack on his shoulder and walk towards the bed.

"Put me down!! What the ....what are you doing. Jong suk ssi..." i said and he put me on the bed.

I moved to the other side of the bed and he pulled me back.
"Sleep." He said wrapping his arm around my waist.

"Leave me." I said, pulling myself from him.

"No!! I can't." He muttered bringing his face closer to mine. I saw him closing his eyes then. He was sleepy now.

I tried to pull myself again but his grip was too strong. It was so silent all of a sudden, that i was hearing my own heartbeat. My heart was beating so fast. I was sure that if i stay closer to him a minute more, my heart will surely burst.

He was in deep slumber. I decided to wait for sometime. I want to be sure that he will not wake up when i will try to pull myself again.

I looked at his face. Unknowingly, my fingers touched his red plumpy lips. They always looks ravishing.

A tear fell from eyes. I was in trouble again.

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Pls ignore my mistakes and errors. I typed this one really hurriedly, so it is short.

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