July 4 2013
I had been forgetting to write in the journal again. I'm sorry about that. But I have a perfect excuse of doing so, it is because of Jason. He had told me how he felt about me. I'm turning red just writing about it, He told me that he had strong feels toward me, but he wouldn't say that he loved me. Then when asked how I felt I responded with a firm but yet soft voice. Almost as if I were speaking to child about something important, "To be honest, Jason, this past month have been amazing, just hanging out with you and me. Jason I want to say how I really feel, but it might be to soon."
"What?"
"Well, Jason, I think...I think I love you." My words were clean and pure as if it were a glass of water. I had put my hands to my mouth out of shock of the words escaping me. I stood quit quickly, "I think I should go..." I ran off, leaving Jason behind. After doing so I have felt like I abandoned him. I didn't mean to run off so quickly but the fact that I didn't know exactly what he felt and that we aren't dating could have messed up my first real friendship here on this new town. The word love would regain my thoughts of what had happened earlier today. To put a damper on things we are suppose to go to the firework show in town for 4th of July celebration. I'm debating weather to call and cancel but if we attend, I can say sorry and hopefully everything will go back to the way these were. Til next time, Lizzey Webb