I wish we were still friends
Not the kind of friends who reach out in DMs
But the friends who talk everyday
About the things we believe in this life

Or at least the things I believe in
Because you never spoke up about things like that
Because you don't want to be hated
I don't either
But you did it right and I didn't

I wish you never changed
I told you not to
But you still did

I wish you truly wronged me
So I'd have the right to be angry
But every time I get angry at you
I feel like shit
Because what have you actually done?
Nothing
It's all been just me
Always feeling like I was wronged

I wish you didn't matter to me
But you are a great part of my growing up;
Every time I think about growing up
I think about letting all of you go

I wish you knew choosing him
Didn't have to necessarily mean leaving me

I wish we were still friends