"I'm sorry to ask, but really," Yoshida's voice a little confused, her tone making that evident. "Who... are you?" Oikawa couldn't believe what he was hearing. It was as if someone purposely took hold of his heart, and crushed it right before him. This is all a dream, right?

Maybe Oikawa is dreaming again- no, if it was a fantasy played out in his sleep, it would be a nightmare if it were like this. This wasn't supposed to happen. This can't be happening. "Tooru..." Iwaizumi managed to grab the zoned out third year's attention, and shook his head.

The ace of Seijou placed a hand on Oikawa's right shoulder, and that's when Oikawa realized... no words had the courage to escape his throat. It was as if these cursed thoughts had betrayed him; having fill up his head, empty his heart, and stop all his actions. "You're... joking, right?" Yoshida eyes, which were once glued to the middle of her white blanket, soon trailed upward to the rather handsome male. Oikawa asked the words the entire room wanted to hear.

And then he said something unbelievably stupid, but he knew that it was the right thing to say, even if it hurt the third year more than anyone else.

"Nobody important."

Daichi then took a deep breath after clutching his fists tight, "just leave her alone." That's when everyone noticed, she really wasn't kidding. Her face was genuinely confused, and Yoshida was immensely worried. She was on the brink of panicking. She was about to break.

Was she supposed to know these people? Wait- why are they crying? How did she even lose her memory to begin with? "I don't know you," Ren choked out behind tears, only Yamaguchi and Kageyama, the two people who left last, were able to hear. "I don't know who Yoshida Ren is."

It broke their hearts, all of them. But that's just how things were. And they're all just going to accept it. Or at least... try to.

"So what. We're just going to walk out and leave like nothing happened?" Everyone then looked at the loud voice emitting from such a small being. No one could say anything, no one made the effort to. "What is there to do? She doesn't remember us. I have an idea," Tsukishima smiled at Hinata in a very mocking manner, "maybe... forget about it?"

Hinata gritted his teeth hard, furrowed his eyebrows,  and just when Hinata was about to pounce, "you bastard-!!" Kageyama held him back, and gave the blonde the dirtiest look he could muster up. "What the hell??" Nishinoya stepped in, "what type of asshole says that?? Is this some type of joke?!"

"Noya, calm down," Asahi spat, and once again, Noya walked out of the doors. After him, followed the ace of Karasuno's volleyball team. Tanaka then looked about ready to both chase Nishinoya and beat the living daylights of Tsukishima Kei, and all the tall male did was smile in amusement with no remorse, no feeling. Tanaka eventually followed the two of his friends when the captain of the team eyed him to leave. "This is too much," Sugawara shook his head and swallowed hard, "I need a break."

With no second thought, Daichi dismissed the vice and had the mindset to walk him home. But before that, "all of you, head home."

"Go on ahead, Daichi-san," Yamaguchi looked at him then the bunch with a very pained look, "I've got something to handle." And with that, Daichi nodded and headed off, not less angrier than anyone else. "Well then, Hinata- will you be best on your way or-?"

"No, I will not!" The small ginger shouted, looking up to the one and only, Tsukishima. "What's wrong with you? Why don't you act like you feel anything??" Tsukishima chuckled, and purposely felt the need to look Oikawa, who was sitting on the chair with killer intent, straight in the eye. "Maybe because I really don't feel anything."

"That's it-" Oikawa stood up, red nose, swollen red eyes, "this bastard's getting it."

"Calm down, Tooru," Iwaizumi held his shoulder in a very gentle manner. "But Hajime- he's asking for it!" The captain of Seijoh tried justifying his actions. "Tsukki... maybe you should stop-"

"Oh- I'm asking for it," Tsukishima scoffed, making Oikawa look back over his left shoulder. "Last time I checked, I answered my phone whenever Yoshida called me." Hearing this made the 'trash king' freeze in his place, and have the blood run cold from his body. "Watch what you say," Iwaizumi threatened the tallest of Karasuno's volleyball club. Tsukishima then took a step forward, and with a very lying and teasing tone, said, "otherwise what? I don't have anything to lose- not after Trashikawa-san ruined my life-"

But before he could finish, Oikawa gave him a punch square to the face. "Don't you dare mention Yoshida or my name on that filthy tongue of yours. The last time I checked, I wasn't a God damn son of a witch that couldn't give anything for a friend of theirs," his eyes giving the deadliest glare the bunch has ever seen. If only looks could kill. "Tooru, enough," the ace of Aobajohsai shook his head, feeling a bit wrenched by the entire situation. The captain then looked at Hinata, Kageyama, Yamaguchi and then back at the blonde who was in a sudden shocked state.

"When I find out what the true cause of Yoshida's attempt was- actually- when I figure out which bastard on Karasuno's team made her do this, the last of their worries will be Yoshida Ren," Oikawa spat. "The first will be dealing with me." And after that was said, the duo walked out.

"You've got to really straighten yourself up," Kageyama stared daggers at the blonde. "The last time I checked, Yoshida would do anything to make others happy, starting with you. Not pin the blame of what everyone's mistake is on one person."

"Tsukishima-kun... it's okay not to feel guilty- but don't act on it," Hinata's expression changed from mildly disturbed to utter sadness and pain. "Yoshida was sad this whole time, with nothing but pills to cheer her up," his eyes suddenly started to water, "even though she made us feel like she was happier than happy." Tsukishima couldn't look anyone in the eye, not even Yamaguchi after the last two aside from them left. "Tsukki..."

"What the hell??" He managed to yell out, taking off his glasses and running his hand through his hair in perfect frustration. "What makes them think they can push me around like that?? Why the freak was I lectured and scolded??" Tsukishima smashed the glass object hard onto the floor, breaking them from the right lens corner ultimately. "Tsukki, just calm down-"

"I am calm," he bent down to grab the object, when Yamaguchi noticed that he didn't stand back up immediately after. "But I'm not okay." This made Yamaguchi's eyes widen, and look down at the figure who now sounded like he was... crying?  "Tsukki- does the punch hurt that much..?" He bent down beside him, who was now covering his face with both hands.

"I wish the punch hurt more than what I'm feeling right now." And with a slightly less louder tone, "why does my chest hurt so much." Though, it wasn't quiet enough for Yamaguchi to not hear. This made the freckled male realize that his best friend was hurting, most probably more than he has ever did. "I hope she doesn't remember anything. I wish she doesn't gain any of her memory back," Tsukishima wiped the wetness of his face away and looked forward with a very serious expression.

"So that she doesn't remember any of us- like we never met her. So that she's happier this time around." Yamaguchi bit his lip hearing this, preventing himself from suddenly crying again for the trillionth time today. "Tsukki..."

But what they didn't know was that Ren was sitting in front of the wall next to the door, eavesdropping on every word after someone punched someone else. She couldn't help but feel conflicted. This wasn't fair to her. An attempt, she thought. "No way...

"I couldn't have... did I?" The doctors said that it was an accident, though they and her parents insisted that she knew the details when she recovered more. "I attempted suicide... and failed..." Tears welled up in her eyes like never before, "why would I do such a thing.."

"Why did it fail?"

A/N)) henlo henlo- Its I, the fRENCHIEST fry

Sorry for delaying this for so long ;; truth is, there's this really big Instagram art club that I've been trying really hard to get into. Btw, if you guys have Instagram and are willing to support an awkward art account like mine, my Instagram is @pandimoniac

But- I was able to update!! I hope you guys are getting the best understanding of how badly things are turning out LOL also, I had an idea on how I was going to end this story fully (no not soon just later on) and I feel like people are going to actually burn my house down because it'll be cliche?? So i decided to end it in a way I know people will like, and I'll have you all decide! Majority rules ofc but not rn like maybe the second last chapter haha ha..

I think this chapter is pretty self explanatory so questions to consider seem a little unnecessary lol

I hope you all enjoy it! Thank you for reading and supporting me all this way ~