Itachi layed in bed looking up at the ceiling with such lifeless eyes as the voices in his head were having a war, saying such harsh things. He let them trying his best to ignore them the best he can, but he couldn't help but wonder if he should listen to them.

He looks at the clock besides his bed it read 5:30 PM, he sighs he knew he wasn't getting any sleep anytime soon. He get's up and walks to his bathroom in his room, he turns on the shower and let's the water heat up. He strips himself of his clothes and steps inside the shower, he let's the warm water hit his body.

But the warmness never being able to touch his cold broken heart, he closes his eyes and tilts his head up. The water hits his face, he grabs the soap and began to clean his body and soon washes his hair. He turns off the water and steps out of the shower and dries himself, he soon walks back into his room and gets dressed.

He walks out into the rest of his lonely apartment, ' it's so lonely ' he thought. As he goes to kitchen and makes him some eggs, he sits down and only eats one forth of it cause he wasn't as hungry. ' what a waste ' he thought as he throws away whatever was left of his eggs.

He grabs his backpack and walks outside and locks his apartment up, he walks to the bus stop and wait for his bus. He wore a baggy pullover so no one can recognize him, he hated talking to people so early in the morning. One of the sleeve of his backpack was on his left shoulder as the other one was in the air, as his hands rested inside of the pocket in front of pullover.

He grabs his phone and connect his headphone in the headphone jack, he placed his headphone bud in his ears, and goes to his music and plays the song that was playing and skips to the next one, he placed his phone in his pocket of his jacket.

His lifeless eyes looked out for his bus, as the sound of Chester Bennington fill his eardrums. The sky was still a bit dark, as the sun was bearly coming up. Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way
That chorus hit him hard, itachi felt those words hit him hard cause he related to them so much. Some days all he wanted to do is give up, and just let death embrace him. But couldn't cause what about his friends and family, how would they feel.

He wanted to die but he couldn't cause he's needed for so much, but he couldn't do it. He couldn't continue putting in his mask, and being the happy itachi everyone knew and loved. But he didn't want to be a burden to anyone, so he puts on his mask to make other's happy, even if he's not happy.

Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way

And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

He let's out a sigh, he sees his bus is there, he pays and takes his seat. As he looks out the window waiting for his stop to come, ' when will be the day I finally get my happy ending?.... ' he though.

Soon twenty minutes later he get's to his stop, he get's off and hears as the bus leaves. He looks up at the big campus, the one and only University of konoha, he sighs. " Itachi! " He turns around and sees shisui his childhood best friend who was three years older than him.

He puts on his best fake smile as he placed on his mask, " hey shisui " he spoke. The elder goes and wraps an arm around his shoulders, " I missed you so much man!~ " he spoke. " Shisui we haven't seen each other for like what fifteen hours calm down " he spoke.

" I know but it's been so long " he spoke, " whatever let's just start heading to our classes, we wouldn't want to be late " he spoke. " Hmmm Alright, I'll see you later then " shisui spoke as he smiles at him brightly, " yeah I'll see you later " he spoke as he puts on his best fake smile.

He watches as the rider walks away, he soon starts walking to his own class. Once he got there he let's out a deep sigh, ' here's the start of another day if hell ' he thought.

I hope this is a good start of the story, we've already meet one of the love interest. Let's meet the other two, shall we.
~ pikatachi 🤗

05/10/2020

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