SUMMARY: An angst songfic about Lloyd's feelings for Harumi after she revealed her true colours. SET BETWEEN SoG/Hunted!

Lloyd curled up on the sofa of Jay's father's house. He'd lost everything. His family, his uncle, the love of his life...

I look up from the ground

To see your sad and teary eyes

You look away from me

And I see there's something you're tryna hide

Thank FSM he still had his mother and Nya. Pixal too. They were his only hope, his fuel to keep him going.

And I reach for your hand but it's cold

You pull away again

How could he have been so stupid? He trusted her, he opened up to her. She broke him.

And I wonder what's on your mind

And then you say to me you made a dumb mistake

He did make a mistake; befriending her. Oh, how foolish he had been!

You start to tremble and your voice begins to break

You say the cigarettes on the counter weren't your friend's

They were my mate's

He could remember how his blood ran cold, how he began to tremble when he found out the sweet, innocent princess wasn't who she said she was.

And I feel the colour draining from my face

He felt so stupid. So...ignorant.

And my friend said

He'd remembered how Nya had pulled him into a comforting hug.

"I know you love her, but it's over, mate,"

He remembered how she told him she wasn't worth it, that he could do with someone much better.

"It doesn't matter, put the phone away,"

He remembered how Pixal had promised him that Harumi wouldn't get away with it.

"It's never easy to walk away, let her go,"

How he'd shut himself off, refused to speak with anyone.

"It'll be alright."

He stared at the pictures on his phone. Pictures with Kai.

So I still look back at all the messages you'd sent

And I know it wasn't right, but it was fucking with my head

Pictures with Jay, Cole, Zane...Wu.

And everything deleted like the past, yeah, it was gone

And when I touched your face, I could tell you're moving on

He couldn't see the happiness in Harumi's eyes. Instead it was vengeance, anger, hatred...sadness.

But it's not the fact that you kissed him yesterday

It's the feeling of betrayal, that I just can't seem to shake

He couldn't just move on. It's not as easy as it seems. It's not as easy as they say it is.

And everything I know tells me that I should walk away

But I just wanna stay

It's not like the movies, where they forget it all within minutes. Not like that at all.

And my friend said

He, Nya and Pixal had all wept, at the deaths of their loved ones, how they weren't ever gonna see them again.

"I know you love her, but it's over, mate,

It doesn't matter, put the phone away."

He had erased all of his pictures with Harumi, but he couldn't erase her from his head.

"It's never easy to walk away, let her go,

It'll be okay."

She was stuck in his mind, like glue.

"It's gonna hurt for a bit of time,

So bottoms up, let's forget tonight."

He'd remembered how Nya had stayed up with him during those lonely nights, when neither of them could go to sleep, how they sat in silence, with only each other for comfort.

"You'll find another and you'll be just fine,

Let her go."

His heart ached. Is this what heartbreak was? Or was it betrayal? Loss?

But nothing heals the past like time

And they can't steal

Most likely heartbreak. The remainder of the team had been through so much in just a mere few minutes.

The love you're born to find

But nothing heals the past like time

This was the one time he wished the Time Blades were still with him, so he could go back and do the right thing.

And they can't steal

The love you're born to find

He just wanted to be free of all the pain he was experiencing. He wanted to feel numb. Of everything.

"I know you love her, but it's over, mate,

It doesn't matter, put the phone away."

He'd stayed up one night, drinking the troubles away, trying to forget. But alcohol doesn't solve anything.

"It's never easy to walk away, let her go,

It'll be okay."

Not even the big gaping hole in his shattered heart.

"It's gonna hurt for a bit of time,

So bottoms up, let's forget tonight."

He wanted peace. He wanted to erase all the events that had occurred within the past weeks.

"You'll find another and you'll be just fine,

Let her go."

Huh. Maybe true love doesn't exist. Maybe it's just the stupid crap fairy tails write in, to get your hopes up.

It'll be alright

Jay had Nya.

It'll be alright

Kai had Skylor

It'll be alright

Zane had Pixal

It'll be alright

They say everything works out in the end, that behind every storm is a rainbow, that it would turn out okay in the end.

It'll be alright

But...will it be alright though?