The trees swish and swayed as the loud wind brushed past my face. I walked down the sidewalks alone in dilemma whether or not I should trust Hanako. After all she is Haruki's So I might not 100% trust her just yet.

The sidewalks were empty and I was the only one walking alone with my black sneakers.
I hate being alone at times and I just can't stand being alone for an hour.

I shut the door behind me and rushed to my room cautiously , making sure my parents did not notice me. I sat there on the green carpet and chanted.. "花子 , 花子 ,  花子. あなたはここにいますか?" The whole room started smelling like lavenders and jasmine scent.
It smelled way better than those Yankee candles which surprised me. As expected , Hanako appeared infront of me still wearing that dress and she gave me a reassuring smile.
I nodded my head and waited for the next thing to happen.

"Renee!" Anna squeaked and gave me a hug.
Tears uncontrollably started rolling in and I was a mess.
"Sorry Anna! I'm so sorry I wasn't looking out--"
"No , sorry." She replied.
I still couldn't believe I was facing her , I was facing my dead Sister.
My hands touched hers and my hands tingled from the extremely cold sensation of her hands. She wiped my tears and I was inconsolable. I wanted Anna to be alive so badly , I wanted my little Anna back. The girl that always annoys me with her brattiness and also the one I truly love.

  "We will meet again one day. I love you" she whispered as she slowly fade and started disappearing into thin air.
I kneeled down and cried begging for everything to be a dream. Praying that it will be all over soon , praying that i would still be strong despite the fact that a loved one of mine committed suicide. I wish this was all just a nightmare I'm in but I couldn't escape it. I'm stuck in this black tunnel confused of what to do next.  To reverse everything to the way it was , when everything was peaceful.
But it was too late.

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@officiallybev's note :
Daily update hooray!
I was just looking back at the first 10 chapters and I realise I actually improved. It wasn't a drastic improvement but i was proud of it. The first probably 10 chapters were not well written and wasn't good at all in my opinion. So I'm going to edit the whole book once it's completed! I'm planning to do a face reveal if this book hits 1k reads ? What do you think ? Thank you for making it to the end! Muah❤️