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Watching Jungkook now, it was hard to hate him. The moment they left Jae eon's room, she could, as the man he showed her, she hated him with a passion that startled her.

"Daddy, are you staying?" Jae eon asked.

"Yeah, you bet I am. I'm going to be living with you and Mommy for some time. That okay with you? We can hang out, and I can even take you to school. We talked about that, remember."

"Yes. I get to show all my friends I do have a dad."

Her heart broke, but her anger was so strong she didn't want to start in his room.

Stepping out of Jae eon's room, she walked downstairs to the kitchen. She didn't drink or smoke. She felt tonight would be a good place to start a really bad habit.

She put the kettle on and decided on a hot chocolate. What a rebel she was. It wasn't even Saturday, the day she usually had her hot chocolate with her son.

Tonight, she would make the one exception.

"You missed the story," Jungkook said.

"I heard enough, thank you." Her hands were shaking. "I get it. I really do."

"What do you get?"

"I should have come into your office today dressed as a stripper or naked, begging you to sleep with me. I should have spilled my undying love for you. Maybe then, you'd have actually given me a divorce."

"We'd have had sex on my desk. I'd have destroyed my computer as I threw it to the floor to have my way with you."

"This isn't funny," she said.

"I'm not laughing."

She gritted her teeth. "I don't want you staying here."

"You left me no choice."

"Seriously? You don't see the problem here. I don't want to be with you. I want to be completely away from you. Our marriage was a huge, giant mistake, and I have to live with knowing how stupid I was. The only good thing to come out of this was Jae eon. I'm happy to keep up our arrangement. It was all in the divorce papers. The only difference we'd have is we'd both be able to marry other people, to date, not that our marriage stops you." She ran her fingers through her hair, feeling so ... agitated. This was exhausting. "Why do you have to make this so difficult for us?"

"I'm not making it difficult. You think I like our current arrangement?" he asked.

"Why not? You get to see your son. Have what you originally wanted, which was a place on the damn board. I'm so sick and tired of hearing about it. You already have all those other women. I just can't do what you do. I can't go out and sleep with random men. Not while I'm married to you."

"Where's the ring?" he asked.

"What?"

"The ring I gave you. You think I don't notice it's gone?"

She looked down at her hand. "I haven't worn it in a long time. It's in my jewelry box."

"Then I suggest you start wearing it. You're my wife, exactly how you will stay. No other man will ever be good enough. You want to fuck, you've got me. You want someone to touch your pussy, look to me, no one else. I'm the only person you've got and the only person you're ever going to have."

"I don't ever want you to touch me. I can't even believe you're here right now."

"You think you were going to bring those damn divorce papers and I wouldn't say anything about it? What do you take me for?" he asked.

She put her hands to her face and just wanted him to disappear. This wasn't how she wanted her evening to go, and she was pissed off with the way he was behaving. "What do I take you for? Why do you even want to stay married to me? We're not compatible. We'll never be ... good enough together. Not after I know everything. Why can't you sign the divorce papers?"

"You agreed to be my wife, and that's the way it's staying. I'm not signing anything, and like I said, push this, and you'll never see Jae eon again."

She glared at him.

What more was there to say?

She didn't know how much sway Jungkook had, but she also didn't want to test it either, just in case it was a lot more than she could ever handle.

"You know what, fine. If that's the way you feel then don't sign the papers. You want to live a married life. Fine. Follow me." If he thought for a single second she was going to sleep with him, he was in for a big surprise. She wanted nothing to do with him, and no way would she ever allow him to touch her.

You want him too.

He was a vile man. One who was used to getting his own way and she refused to jump through those hoops for him. He wasn't her man, would never be her man, and well, she didn't have to put up with his kind of crap anymore.

Walking past Jae eon's room, she went to the door to the other spare room. Opening it, she flicked on the light and forced a smile at her husband.

How strange they were still married.

"Here you go. A nice spare room and bed. There's a wardrobe there, and it's a shared bathroom. Enjoy."

"Hold on one minute," he said. "What about your room?"

"You're not sharing my room. You want to stay in my room, I'll move into this one. This is where you'll stay."

"What about confusing Jae eon?" he asked, looking all smug as if he had the upper hand.

"I'm sure he can cope with you sleeping in the spare room. I mean, you haven't been home at all, so this tiny detail won't affect him. I promise." She winked at him. "Now, if you'll excuse me."

She walked out of the bedroom and went straight to her room, closing the door. Most often she kept the door open in the event of Jae eon having a nightmare. She'd open it as soon as she was dressed in her nightclothes.

With speed, she quickly undressed, and donned a nightshirt and a pair of shorts. Running a brush through her hair, she went to her door, and opened it just a little. She was just making her way back to her bed when Jungkook pushed open her door.

"You're being serious about this. You're not going to sleep with me?" he asked.

"I don't want to sleep with you. You want to come and live with me and Jae eon, fine. I can deal with that. But being in the same bed as you, no thanks. The last time we were together, it didn't end well."

"Because you were listening to shit you weren't supposed to," Jungkook said.

"How have you been able to keep a company thriving with your language? You better curb it as well. Jae eon's at the copying age, and I don't want him to get in trouble at school. He's doing really well, and I'd appreciate it if you made the effort to try."

"For our son, I'll do anything. See, our son, no one else's."

"Ugh, I know he's our son, Jungkook. You don't have to keep ramming it down my throat. I was there."

"Yeah, my boys really are strong. The one time and you get caught." He smirked as he folded his arms across his chest.

"Get out of my room."

"Why are you so angry at me? I thought you'd like me being here, trying to play the role of happy family."

"I don't want you to play any role." She shook her head. "You know what, forget it. I don't want to think about this, or deal with this. I just want you to leave me alone. Do you think you can handle that?"

"Tell me."

"I want a divorce, Jungkook. None of this is going to change that. I don't love you anymore. This isn't how I want to spend the rest of my life."

"Then tell me what it is you do want. We can compromise."

"I'm not making another deal with you."

"Just do it. Come on, you know I give you most things you want, why not this?" he asked.

"Fine." She didn't see a reason to ignore him. "I want to have more children. I don't believe in fairy tale endings like the ones I told you, but I still want to have a family. A big one. I still want my dreams to come true. I just know now, they're not going to be with you. I'm moving on, and I really wish, one day soon, you'll see we're not compatible for each other. We both need to move on, and the only way to do it is to let this go." She was willing to give him everything he wanted, just so long as she got her freedom to do what she always dreamed of doing.

Five years ago, she wanted him to be the man to share her future with, but not anymore.

-

The following morning, after waking up to the scent of coffee and breakfast being made, Jungkook didn't know what to do with his day. Jae eon was talking about something, and Y/n looked happy.

He didn't want to even think of their conversation last night. The bed he'd slept on had been uncomfortable and a lot smaller than he was accustomed to. No problem for him as he'd already ordered a different bed, and some furniture for the room as well.

If Y/n thought he didn't have what it took to make this work, she was very much mistaken. He had no intention of letting her go. In fact, she was going to be in for a surprise as he was going to give her exactly what she wanted, and he couldn't wait to do it. First, he had to get her to like him again, not hard to do.

 He'd done it once before. It shouldn't be that hard to do it again. After he got her to like him, falling in love with him would follow. He could be a charming guy when he wanted to be. Jeon Jungkook does have feelings for Y/n now. After she left him, he regretted it terribly. He was in so much love with her that for five years, he kept looking around but was never brave enough to confess, knowing he had no chance. However, when the matter of divorce was brought up, he couldn't hold himself back. He doesn't want to lose her again as he did five years ago.Next and the final part of his plan, sleep with her, get her pregnant, and start the big family she wanted. They'd have to move out of this house though.

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