I sit in the bathroom down the hall. It’s freezing cold and it must be at least midnight. But it’s the only place where I have the light I need to write. Delly, Katniss and Christina are asleep in the dorm so I can’t turn the light on.

I scrunch up another piece of paper and aim it at the bin. Some missed and a pile of balls of paper is building around the bin.

This time I’ll just speak from the heart. I’ll say everything I want to. I get another piece of paper and pick up my pen.