Entry 4: So What?

3/4/16

I'm lesbian. Yup, from what I've seen and heard, I am attracted to the same sex. And we'll exclude the fact that I've dated 2 guys this year. Because I have said that I am lesbian. And even so... Why care whether I'm lesbian or not? It most likely won't affect you, so why care? Do you really have that much energy to be wasting your breath, telling me all that bullshit whenever I walk into a damn classroom? I hope you enjoy it, taunting me, saying things you don't know the truth to. Isn't it funny how much I give a shit about this, when I really shouldn't? It sure is funny to me, because instead of caring about my homework, my academics, my future, MY SUCCESS... I have the time to waste, thinking of what to say to you people the next day in class. It's sooooo interesting. I bet, one day, someone is going to call you homosexual or lesbian, and you would want to start drama instead of just settling it in one take. That's why us humans nowadays, have FUCKING SHITS FOR BRAINS. But it's all cool. Because if I really was lesbian, I would be as open about it as possible. You guys can take it like a joke, but when you call someone something that they know and you know is not true, others might not know that, and that's how rumors spread around, AND THAT'S HOW SHIT STARTS! But anyways, whatever you think about me, say about me, or feel about me, I couldn't care less about. Sometimes I just wished you guys knew the fucking boundaries.

I won't call this book "Diary"... That sounds 1st-Grade-ish. I guess I'll just call it my "Thoughts Journal", like a nerd. So ya, those are all my thoughts and I probably give some more tomorrow. So,
bye.

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