3/4/16

Omggggg! I haven't written in a diary for SOOOO long! Anyways, I guess i'll catch up from 2 years ago. 

So I moved. Again. I didn't really mind it, since I finally got to be with my mother again! It had been 2 years since I had seen her, and I was happy to see her and have her back. Days with my dad and stepmom were so traumatizing. I couldn't do ANY-THING. I was stuck in the house doomed to homework and Netflix. I mean, I LOVE Netflix. It was the only reason why I actually wanted to do my homework. Netflix and chill, am I right? I'm sorry XD! But anyone should have seen it coming! Anyways, I was always harassed and cried everyday! Yeah, not so great times. Then suddenly, my dad brought me and my sister here. I mean, we always came during the weekends, but for some reason, it just felt... different. And that was the day I stopped living with my dad. We were officially in my mother's care. Also, she had a little baby bump... Yup! She was preggers. I was happy actually, since I had always wished for a baby brother as a little tike. 

Dylan Dasmeir was born on the 1st of August. About 2 weeks later, Jermiah Wellings was born on my stepmom's end. They're both my stepbrothers, although, of course, Jermiah has my last name. 

Fast forward to some weeks after, and boom! I'm a 7th grader. I saw so many of my good friends. Ryland, Jackson, Rimra, Shelian, and others. It was a fun first day. Until, Ms. Zyan got on me for my shirt, since a tank top longer than her shirt is "inappropriate". We'll pretend she's smart. Anyways!

Now I'll get into the truth about me... I LOVE YAOI!! 

I know it's so wrong but It feels so RIGHT! I don't really know what I like about it, believe me, I don't. I was just dragged into it. Curiosity killed my innocence. I saw it in a group chat one day, searched it up, and now I can't go a day without reading, watching, or writing it. Just recently I read a manga called "ViewFinder"... OMGGGGGGG when they do the secks it's, like, SOOOO HOT! To be honest, I guess the moans and the visuals of them and their actions are a turn-on of some sort. Although, since I am Christian, I kind of feel ashamed... I know this isn't right but I still choose to like it... I really do want to pray more. I pray for the little things, but this isn't so little.

My friend Jackson always says he doesn't care, and so does Brianca. The others, though, especially Ellia, don't take it so well. But I honestly couldn't care less about Ellia. If she can't handle it, oh well. These are the friends she has.

So that's probably all I'll write for today... Maybe tomorrow I'll write more. Bye Bye~