Dear Diary.

Since i am now all so perfectly fine, I see no use for writing about my feelings and shit. I had my doubts even before, like what if someone use this against me or whatever...

I have stopped seeing Mrs. Owens and I have also stopped taking my meds. Don't worry I'm not crazy, I just feel good in fact super great.

Soccer is going great. My mom seems fine by fine I mean she is back home in England  where she was supposed to be in the first place. She promised me that I will see her in graduation day which is a month from now. My grades ain't as awesome as my best friend, Zayn bottom line is they are still awesome. He is such a nerd, a cool nerd...i suppose like his hot sister. Wtf I mean she is okay. . .

After Zayn read more of her diary entries, I realised she is a fucking creep. It scAres the shit out of me. In her dreams, i am pretty sure she has already fucked  me ! I wouldn't, well because she is technically my best friends sister. Which might be very wrong and I don't break bro code. I deleted the Edward account and completely stopped talking to her, it was getting too far and I don't want it to go that far and by far. I mean far like really far. Like feelings far...

I decided maybe just maybe attending  the wedding wouldn't  be such a bad thing. I'm fucking eighteen, I should at least be mature about this. My dad likes 'Russian Gumtree' over 'English Noble Lady' like my mom so whatever makes him happy...it's his baby to feed. Speaking of babies, I hope they don't have one, I will hate it. It will replace me. I hate those things, who even wants those things... definitely not me.

After I told my dad about maybe attending the wedding. To my dismay he quickly forgot I was grounded for Vegas wèekend. Awesome

Not to sound jealous or anything but Vicky is a total pain in the ass. I can't even hang with Zayn anymore since she is all up in my face, his face, our faces with that fake Texas accent. Okay fine maybe it's not fake, maybe I just hate her.

She tried to make a move on me when Sophie had went to get us a drink...at Liam's Friday parties. I swear she is a  hoe, Zayn is convinced she is an Angel well an Angel with horns. If you asked me.

This is good bye. I won't be writing shit anymore, waste of my time. It kind of felt good because it helped ease my nerves but now I'm back to myself. Thanks for being there when I needed you but Harry is graduating in a month and I need to grow up. Why do I keep writing...

Okay good bye.

For the last time. Bye for good hahaha I'm crazy af, talking to my own fucking journal...insane

Bye.

H.