A cry in a abyss where no one can hear
I scream in the void
Where no light enters

My heart is breaking for so long
How long this pain will last?
It can be a second, minute, hour...
Or forever.
But even then
How long is that?

The salty tears
The unbearable chest pain
The messy head
And cloudy mind afterwards.

In the end the abyss is cold
It's so quiet I want to scream
I want to hear
I want to see the light again.

But what happens when the darkness is inviting?
What happens when it feels like home?
The familiarity is tempting
Oh the darkness is like a blanket
Actually a leech
But you don't notice

And once you embrace it it's hard to let go
Because you've been here before
And somehow it's like coming back home.