and suddenly

the feeling is back again

i hear his voice
see his smile
see the look in his face

i know him

the way he moves
the way he talks
the way his laugh tickles me

he brings warmth
comfort
love

i dont think
its just being a fan
no, its more

ive never felt this way before
its new
its unknown

its scary
and im scared to fall
but im willing to

but oh
silly words
i already fell

i just need to hear his voice
see his smile
his eyes

and everything else fades

i focus on him
and him only
hes my home

hearing him
or just seeing him smile
holds me together

hes like a bandaid
stopping that wound from bleeding
keeping it safe

i want to hug him
sink into his arms
let it all out

would he hold me?
ill probably never get the chance
but its my biggest wish

hes the light
in my dark corner
im sitting in constantly

all along
there was an invisible string
tying me to him

i guess its love

his name carved into my soul
his smile branded into my eyes
his laugh stuck in my ear like a broken record

of course
my friends are saving me
but hes leading me on

i know that im not healing
but hes holding me together
keeping me from falling apart

like a warm embrace
my favorite song
a warm blanket on a cold day

markiplier
mark edward fischbach

mi amore
cara mia
lover