I let them down

I let two of them down and they left
It's my fault

They were my closest friends and I let them down
I disappointed them

They left just like everyone else will one day
As soon as they find out how I am

They're up there and I'm still down here

I can't leave too... I can't do that to my friend.... My aunt.... My siblings... Right?

But what if they're better off without me.