It's me
I'm the disappointment

I'm the eldest child in the family, I should take care of them, not the other way around

I have to take care of them
I need to help them

But I'm so tired

I disappointed the whole family

I mean look at me. I only talk about myself, my mental health is shit, my grades are awful, I can't talk properly, I'm fat, I'm not sporty, I'm not pretty, my personality is annoying
I let them down

They hate me, and they should
They have every right to do so