I've hit rock bottom
I thought I did months ago
Last year
At some point

But what I didn't realize was
That I was free falling
I've been in a free fall for months now
And didn't notice until now

I've hit rock bottom
I don't know the way out
There's no rope to climb up
The walls are too smooth to crawl out
My body is aching

I'm out of fuel
Tired
Done, after all this

I've hit the bottom
And I'm not coming up this time