8:06
Ugh.
Sometimes parents just don't get it!
Why the fuck do they just not get it?!
Why can't I eat anything?!
I'm never fuckin' hungry!
Plus, I look good skinny!
But I'm not skinny!!
I'm just a fucking-fat-whale!
Jesus Christ....
I almost stabbed my teacher with a plastic fork today.
I hate that teacher.
I wanna take his head, and rip it from his fucking body, n' stab out his bloody eyes!
Get what I'm saying?
Course' you don't, YOUR A FUCKING PIECE OF PAPER!!
And I'm a fucking piece of worthless trash....
Dear lord, MY CAT WON'T SHUT UP.
Someone just shoot me.
Please.
Just shoot me, right in the head, read between my fingers, world, because I swear to G-d, that's what I'm headed too.
I'm so fucking sick of trying to get "better", of life!
So help me, just shoot me, right invetween my fuckin' eyes!!
...
I sat with no one, at lunch today.
And no one tried to take my razors away, why didn't they?
Why?