9:18
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I'm such a screw up.
I'm sorry I'm not the perfect daughter you always wanted, I'm sorry that I have "issues", I'm sorry for wanting to be attractive, skinny, thin, worth something.
I'm sorry I failed as a friend.
I'm sorry that you were never actually there and take notice of your dying best friend.
I'm sorry he noticed every other girl except me.
I'm sorry I only ate a single apple a day, I'm sorry I ignored these pages for so long.
I'm sorry that I was forced to return to school.

I'm sorry that I'm such a fucking mess.

And I'm sorry about what I'm going to do next.