Y/N POV

Dumb bitch 👽

'Y/N? Are you still there? I know you don't have the balls to do it!'

'No, I was just thinking

'Y/N do you not wanna fuck him? Look at him! He's sexy as fuck!! And for some reason, he's head over heels in love with you!'

'Well, I mean...'

'Climb that tree of a man Y/N! Fuck him until you can't think straight, Lord knows you need to stop thinking already! Then fuck him again until all of those 20 years of pent-up energy is gone, and if he can go again which I bet you $100 he can, then keep fucking him! When y'all done being cute and shit THEN. SEND. ME. EVERY. FUCKING. DETAIL.

I gaped at the screen for a moment, my eyes were wide open as I read what she said over and over again. I could not believe Mia just said that, well I could believe it I'm not surprised but didn't want to believe it

'I don't refuse to be with him Mia, what's left after sex? I barely know anything about him! I know I'm attracted to him if it wasn't obvious. But attraction will only go so far when I have to spend the rest of my life with him. I want to feel something for him other than lust and sex. What if...after sex he decides he wasted nearly 20 years on something that wasn't worth it? You have no idea how much that will destroy me.'

"That won't happen little kitten, is that what you've been afraid of this whole time?" Namjoon suddenly whispered in my ear. I guess I didn't notice him when he bent down to read the conversation I was having with Mia, even though his face was next to mine.

I couldn't help the small squeak that escaped my mouth when I heard his voice right next to my ear. "How long have you been standing there?" I whispered, breathing heavily.

"Not long, but I'm a quick reader." He said as he spun my chair around making me face him "So is it true? What you told Mia?" He asked me, kneeling in front of me so I didn't have to crane my neck up and look at this fucking hot ass skyscraper

I nodded softly unable to find any words to speak

"You think I would wait this long for you, do everything for you, just to decide I don't want you anymore?" He asked me softly.

"I didn't want to hurt you again, I was just honest.." I whispered and looked down at my legs.

"I understand kitten, I get why you've been acting this way now." He said with a slight smile evident on his face.

"Why do you seem to be happy to know this? Aren't you upset with me?" I asked him and looked him in the eye. His usual terrifying dragon eyes were now soft and he allowed himself to smile, showing his cute dimples and white teeth.

"I'm happy to know that you care enough to try and make this work, that means something to me and you should know I want to do the same, granted. I know that I want you by my side, but I'm willing to do what it takes for you to come to the same conclusion." He said as he leaned forward and kissed my lips softly.

I sighed in relief as I put my arms around his shoulders and kissed him back letting myself rest against him, he groaned as he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me to the edge of the chair I am sitting on as he explored my mouth with his tongue. I felt my heartbeat begin to increase as we began kissing harder. With more passion. He put one of his hands on the back of my head as he leaned on me, forcing my chair to lean back again the desk, his other hand making it down my back until it reached my inner thigh, he broke the kiss long enough to let me catch my breath.

When my breath was back to normal, he slowly started kissing down my neck flicking his tongue, sending waves of excitement through me. "Will you?" I whispered, tilting my head to the side, showing him I wanted it.

"Not yet kitten, not until you've made your decision," he whispered against my neck, nuzzling his nose against it, before pulling back to look at me.

"What decision?" I asked curiously

He was about to answer me, but suddenly the door of his office swung open and a beautiful brunette walked in, she was wearing an impossibly short tight skirt which I'm surprised she can even walk in- and a white button-up blouse. Two of the buttons were undone showing off her cleavage, and her long brown hair ended past her shoulders, seemingly emphasizing her already obvious big chest.

Her green eyes went wide as she looked back and forth between me and Namjoon, looking at how he was kneeling on the floor between my legs. The way we were looking at each other and the way he held me

"Who the hell do you think you are to barge into my office uninvited?!" Namjoon snarled as he stood up and took a step toward her.

"I'm so sorry Mr.Kim! I didn't think you would mind, I'm your new assistant today is my first day." The woman responded smiling brightly.

Namjoon spoke to the woman with his usual emotionless face, but I could see the disdain in his eyes as he looked at her skirt and unbuttoned shirt. "Do you always on the first day of work like a shameless harlot?"

She looked taken aback at his response and it was obvious that she thought his reaction would be the quite opposite. "I'm sorry Mr.Kim I'll dress more appropriately tomorrow." She said trying to act like she wasn't disappointed with his rejection. "Oh my name is Soo-Hee Mr.Kim it's a pleasure to meet you," she said, closing the gap between them and holding out her hand

He looked at her hand ad sneered "Why are you still in my sight Soo-Hee?" He asked

Soo-Hee looked past Namjoon and looked at me, and then gave Namjoon a nod "I understand why you're so upset sir, I didn't mean to ruin your breakfast with your little whore."

Before Soo-Hee and I could blink, Namjoon had her against the wall holding her by her throat. He was squeezing her neck so tightly that in a few seconds, her face started turning purple and her eyes were bulging out of her sockets. "What. Did. You. Just. Fucking. Call. Her?" He growled, his fangs elongated and his eyes were blood red

"Namjoon!" I exclaimed and ran to grab his free hand. "Please don't!"

"Y/N! This woman fucking insulted you! She deserves to die, like the shameless woman she is!" He exclaimed looking at me

"I-I don't want you to kill for me Namjoon," I said as I looked at Soo-Hee, her eyes were beginning to close and she was slowly losing her oxygen. "Please Namjoon, I can't have that on my conscience..."

He nodded as he squeezed my hand softly and released Soo-Hee, letting her fall to the ground. I looked at her as she started flopping like a fish breathing in as much air as she could. "Thank you Namjoon..." I said, looking into his eyes which now returned to his regular eye color

"I told you little kitten, I will do anything you ask, even if I disagree." He said, casting a glance at Soo-Hee, who had now caught her breath and looked at us. "Leave and never even dare to step in this company again." He said to her and led me back to my desk.