Y/N POV

I wanted him to kiss me, I wanted him to sink his fangs into me. But at the same time, I hated myself for wanting this. Feeling his body against mine and his eyes watching me intently, he was waiting for me to show him that I wanted him as much as he wanted me.

After waiting a few minutes, he slowly ran his hands down my thigh, he caressed my cheek slowly with his other hand. "Why are you fighting against what you want kitten?" He whispered as his lips brushed against mine, the second his lips touched mine I wanted more.

"I don't know...." I responded and looked down, trying to catch my breath

He slowly put his hand under my chin and made me look at him, and then he kissed me hungrily, his hands started exploring my body without any restraint

I wanted him to keep going but the voice in my head was screaming at me to stop.

"Y/N! Are you out there??" My mother's voice called out

But that didn't stop Namjoon he was exploring my mouth as if he didn't hear my mom calling me, I broke the kiss and breathed heavily "Namjoon my mom," I said against his lips

"I don't care." He growled

"Please stop," I whispered

He immediately stopped without hesitation and took a step back, "Yes little one," he said as he straightened his tie, I was just surprised by what just happened and he noticed that. "I told you I won't do anything you don't want me to do."

I thought about this for a moment, thinking about when he told me this five years ago.

For these last five years, I've been trying to learn continually everything online about this man I would spend the rest of my life with. And for those few years I tried to push him away, but I never actually tried spending time with him to get to know him personally I knew he would do anything he asked me to. Except for letting me go maybe if I got to know him a little, I wouldn't have a constant battle in my head about him "I want to get to know you before my birthday." I said, officially making up my mind.

He was visibly taken aback by my sudden decision to spend time with him. He was so used to me pushing him away and spending as little um time with him as possible. "What do you mean?"

I sighed and started walking back to the house, waiting for him to get over his shock and catch up to me once he did, I continued "I have three months until I'm yours, and the only thing I've learned about you is the stuff I found on the Internet."

"So it's a date?" He asked me slowly obviously taken aback

"I wouldn't say it's a date" I responded as we arrived back at my house I looked at my mother who was standing on the porch watching us, I rolled my eyes and ignored her I walked up the steps. Namjoon noticed my reaction toward her and stopped.

"Is there something you want Hye-Jin?" He said with a scowl on his face.

"No Mr.Kim I'm sorry, I just didn't know where Y/N was I came home and she wasn't here."

"Don't pretend you care about her Hye-Jin, not in front of me." He said, leading me past her and into the house

When we were in the house he led me to the kitchen and looked through the cabinets "What do you wanna eat?" He asked me

"I'm not hungry," I said grabbing water from the fridge.

"You haven't even eaten breakfast. You need to eat." He said, pulling out bread, butter, and cheese.

"How did you know?" I asked but then shook my head. "Nevermind, don't answer that," I said as I put down my water bottle and started helping him with the tomato soup and grilled cheese. "You're eating with me as well I don't wanna eat alone."

"Okay little one," he said as we finished cooking and took the food upstairs to my room. Once we were there, I turned on the TV and sat on the bed. He was about to sit on the chair next to my bed but I stopped him and patted him on the spot next to me. Once he sat next to me we ate silently until we were done.

After eating, he placed the dishes on my desk and started getting ready to leave, but grabbed his arm and made him sit on my bed again.

"Tell me about yourself," I told him

"Ask me what you want to know little one."

"Tell me about your human life."

"I was born on September 12, 1789, in Dongjak-gu, South Korea, I had a normal life, or what passed for normal back then and I was turned into a vampire on my 17th birthday"

I could tell this was a subject he wasn't comfortable with so I changed the subject, "What's your favorite food?"

He started laughing, shaking the entire bed. "Little one, you already know."

"I know you don't have to eat, but that doesn't mean you don't eat just for the hell of it," I interjected and laid my head on his chest, hearing his heartbeat, he put his hand on my shoulder, and rests his chin on my head.

"Have you not had sex in seventeen years?" I asked. This was the answer I wanted the most, but I didn't want to straight up ask about it, but he wasn't fooled he chuckled and made me look at him.

"You don't have to beat around the bush with me, and you can ask me any question you want and I'll answer them honestly."

"You didn't answer the question," I said smiling.

"No I haven't, and your birthday makes it almost eighteen years."

I sighed and looked at him, pulling my arm around his neck, pulled him down to me and gave a quick peck on his lips, and pulled away before I do something I might regret, I laid my head on his chest again and closes my eyes.

He kissed the top of my head and started rubbing my back as we started watching TV again. I felt my eyes start to get heavy as he rubbed my back. It wasn't long until I finally fell asleep.