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( not edited, pls ignore the mistakes)

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juhi pov

I just sat their thinking about the irony of the situation, just yesterday I was all buckled up on planning a birthday surprise for him and also planning to propose him, but now I am here ready to pack my clothes and leave him for life.

for a fact I know Neil would never let me take such a decision, and even if I try and make him understand the vitality of the situation, he would probably deny, because I know he is not doing it intentionally, he is trying to invest in this relationship, but what they say might be right, once you love someone, then their is no turning back, but then what about me,

What I felt for Aravind was it not love? Now that I access, was it just friendship or....

Now is not the time for that, I know how it feels when you have to go through a break up and if it's through some kind of misunderstanding than it's worse...

I started thinking of ways I could convince Neil,well actually to agitate Neil so that, I could make up a fight and leave him, I wish my life was directed by Ekta kapoor, Now what am I going to do, Who will I ask Ideas for??

After continues thinking, I brought up an Idea, but decided to execute it after two days...

Till then let me treasure this time with him....

" so wifey where are you lost..." 

" aah when did you come, did the meeting get over early..."

" early, sweetheart, time dekho kya huwa hai"( just check the time dear)

" 6:00, ohh god," didn't know how time passed thinking about my life...

" do you want to have  something Neil"

" yes, my wife's time.." he winked at him, What happened to him?

"So, actually I was thinking of taking my wife to a date, What is your quote on that?" why do you have to be so good Neil, can their be anyway that I can stop loving you...

" hmm, well I think it would be better, If you had movie marathon than a date with her.."

" As you wish madam, I will fresh up you think of the movies..."

After a lot of discussion we came down to watch the harry potter series, We talked a lot and slowly he dozed off in my lap, and caressed his hair... I wish I had the power to change destiny Neil, if I had I would have long written our names together....

The next sun shone with my day of getting my plan to action nearing up, if you say I am tensed then it's just an underestimation because I am more than that...

I know I have too leave him, but ye dil hai ki maan hi nahi raha... if he was like those hero's in dark romance books then leaving him would have been so easy but, why neil, why do you love vedika soo much, she is damn lucky to have you...

As I was scrolling through my laptop screen, suddenly a pop up moved me, it was the of the same app gayu suggested, and I opened that up, I wouldn't be here for his birthday, how about just wish him, so I drafted a mail...

dear love,

Confused why I addressed you as love, Neil let me get this straight, I am head over heels for you, don't know when this happened, but what I feel for you is bliss,I know your pissed off with me,but please don't hate me Neil, I love you but I can't expect you too reciprocate the same, I know you like me but have you ever though why you  like me...

I have been through a terrible break-up Neil it took me a lot of time to come out of it...

I know your pain, but do you really think vedika left you, don't you find things suspicious?

yes I read your journal, I am glad and mad at this fact... you like me Neil because I am like vedika but you can never love me because I am not her....

please just for me give her a chance, find her, make my sacrifice worth, I am leaving you hoping to find a contented Neil...

I would always love you Neil, until my last breath, because love is unconditional.... this feeling is enough for me to put up smile move my life ahead, the thought that your happy with vedika, that's makes me more than happy, 

Hey, I am just so dumb.. I forgot for What I  was writing this for...

So a Happy Happy birthday hubby....

well I am not their to present you anything but just fulfill my one wish Neil,

Just find your soulmate, find your vedika don't leave her,

and don't try to contact me Neil, when I am set to meet you I will do that myself...

just because we don't share a relationship now doesn't mean you break ties with my family or me break ties with yours..

once again I love you, take care

love juhitha...

A drop of tear slipped from my eyes, slowly the number increased, No juhi, not now...

But then I went through the mail and I was like what blunder have I done, I mean this will just make him more guilty, and that's not what I want, let him hate me and find vedika,

When the right time comes I myself will explain things to him...

I was about to delete the mail... but my system had to hang down now..oh god hope this gets deleted, and I heard the sound of door opening and quickly shut the laptop down..

The day went with me making arrangements for my plan, please fogive me Neil, if their was anyother way I would have gone for that...

So thing is that Neil is currently wants to work in a collab  and I have changed his quoting price.... through my connection, I mentaly made a not to inform Neil about the forges happening in his company but now it has come to my gain... anyways so I have hiked the price well since the company is of a fashion based, I can use it to my advantage...

In short I am going to use Neil for the benifts for my company, that one thing that Neil hates, backstabbing I am gonna do that..

Well not technically, I am gonna return the shares as I leave him...

Soon the day had arrived were I had to leave him....

From his demour after the call, I got to know that I have partly succeeded in my plan...

I quickly made a call to my PA she is hell confused, but now is not the time to clear things out, now I need to concentrate on the plan I have to bait myself, wah never thought this day would come to my life... So the visuals of y activity would reach Neil, through his investigators in few minutes...

" JUHITHA..." and now is the time...

" Can you care to explain me the reason for the hike in the qouting price..."

I flinched at his tone and A tear slipped from my eyes, at the lack of trust he had on me, really juhi this is what you wanted just get done with this and cry all you want after that..

" How would I know that Neil.." I acted innocent, well I needed to add fuel to the burining fire.

" OH so you don't know anything, then how the heck did get the visuals of my wifes karma behind my back?" he was red in rage... he should me the visuals..

" YOU KNOW WHAT JUST LEAVE IT , I SHOULD HAVE NEVER GIVEN A LADY LIKE YOU A CHANCE.. JUST BLOODY LEAVE FROM HERE.." he just yelled at me.. and I lost at that, no I can't do this I am not strong enough for this, I just went off to my room..

I .. no juhi you need to for him, if not now you will have to bear more pain, 

I wipped my tears.. and took my packed bags with me and walked out of the room after sometime...

" NOW , WHERE THE HECK ARE YOU GOING WITH THESE BAGS.."

" I don't thiink I should stay here after the way you have accused me.."

" oh really juhitha, what I accused of his for your deed, you could have just ask, leave it your not going anywhere" what is he telling, pls Neil,let me go I can't put out this act for long,pls...

" what did you say"

" Didn't you hear me I said to get your bags to your room, YOU ARE NOTGOING ANYWHERE"

"YOU are no one to tell me where I should go.."

" Yes I am bloody your husband I have alrights over you.."

" No, you don't.."

" Juhi for the last time, we discuss about this later, pari is coming tom, I don't want her to know anything about your deeds, she respects you a lot, after she leaves we decide on what we do, till then YOU STAY HERE...." what choti is coming she never informed me, now what will I do, why god? why do you have to make things so difficult..

I went off to my room and shut it out, I cried my out... I didn't dare to come out off the room, I can't face him...

12:00 midnight

Neil pov

A sudden notification in my phone brought me out of my sleep, I quickly took my phone to find a message from juhi, why is she messaging me now... I intial thought of not looking it through but then, I did take look at that

( the same message that juhi typed for neil on his birthday, that she tried to delete but got hanged)

( after reading the message)

This girl, I knew something like this was the reason for her indifferent beheaviour for past few days, thank god I got this mail,

you are real dumb juhi, how could you have just assumed things, didn't you even once think of talking to me about this..

I quickly called her, I knew she would have not slept a wink... seeing this message I wont to knock some sense to her but also my heart is flutering with her confession...

" Why did you call me Neil, I don't wanna talk with you.." oh so madam is continuing her acting , ok dear lets play this your way now..

" hmm, I am sorrry juhi, I shouldn't have accused you like that.." she looked cute with her perplexed face..

" ha.. What are you saying Neil, I mean the proof, it was right" ohh ho juhi why do you even try..

" It might be, but after all we are husband and wife, I mean this is just business and a single contract shouldn't make such difference.. "

" What.. but how did you.. I mean to say.. I don't want stay in a relationship for you, let me get this straight Mr . Neil Mthur, i married you only for my monitory gains, now that I have recived what I want you, I am gonna leave you.."

" ohh really, but will you be able to live without your love juhi" and I showed her my phone... she looked shocked and guilty,

" I .. I am sorry Neil... but if I didn't do this now... you will do this in future, please Neil set me free, you love vedika you still do I don't want to be a third wheel in your relationship, I will leave you..." and I lost at that, why is she hell bent on leaving me..

juhi pov

Before, I could continue, I was suddenly pushed towards the wall and my hands were cagged in Neil's and  he was dangerously close too me..

"one more time you say that your leaving me I will do something that both of us are goinng to regret juhi... and about love, now that I think juhi, you were the only one I have ever loved, I have been wanting to tell you this for long now, " What is he saying...

he came really close to me if thats even posible, our lips almost touch each other

" I love you Mrs juhitha Neil Mathur, I love you juhi.."

and I stood their shocked at this revealation..

Soo.......

HOW WAS THE CHAPTER GUYSS...

I KNOW YOU ARE CONFUSED...ABOUT NEIL'S CONFESSION, AND THAT CONTRADICTS HIS JOURNAL...

but all will be cleared in the next chap

so lets see after three dayss

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thanks for the support guyss

take care , stay safe..

love sreeku