Thirty-seven
I was walking down the school halls, as you do when you're going to a lesson, (wow, so descriptive Lacey... not!), when I saw Tessa kissing the football captain, (which obviously upset me a lot), so I started running to the roof instead, (this was so I didn't punch anyone here), (plus it was actually quite a chill place to clear your head in to be honest with you).
Apparently Tessa heard me stomping up the stairs, (to be fair to her here my footsteps weren't exactly quiet, plus that day I had these heavy ass combat boots on), because she ran up behind me, (like that was going to make a difference here), (this was the point where I really missed Dad as he would've known what to say to make me feel at least a little bit better).
"Lacey!, it wasn't what it looked like!"
"So you weren't snogging his fucking face off there Tessa?!"
"Ok, I was, but-"
"There's no buts here Tessa!, fuck!, you cheated!-"
"I'm sorry-"
"No!, Tessa I don't think you get why I'm so fucking angry with you here!, you willing cheated Tessa!, how the fuck am I supposed to trust you ever again?!"
"I don't know Lacey, but let me-"
"This is over Tessa!, fuck!, I can't date someone that I can't trust!, shit!"
I went to the last class of the day, (which with hindsight was probably not the best idea with the state I was in, but I wasn't really thinking clearly here), when I had done that I went straight home, (heh 'straight', sorry I have no chill), Grandad actually saw me first.
"Are you ok Sweetheart?"
"No"
"Is it about your Mom?"
"Nah, I made my peace with that situation Grandad"
"Ok, is it about Dream?"
"(Snorts), No, sorry it's not funny, it's just that Dream is as loyal as a lap dog, (sighs), Tessa cheated on me Grandad"
"Oh Sweetheart"
Grandad pulled me into a hug, which was nice, sure it wasn't like Dad's hugs here but I don't think that anyone else's hugs could be like Dad's.
"Do you want me to stay here?-"
"No no, you go and coach Basketball, I'll be ok"
"You sure?"
"Yeah, I'll be ok"
"If you need anything, and I mean anything, then please call me and tell me that"
"I will do Grandad"
So I went upstairs and then I called Dream, because he would know what to do, (I mean he's my best friend, of course he knew what to say and do).
"Hey Lesbo, what's crack a lacking?"
"Dream?, do you have a minute?"
"Shit Laceybuns, what's wrong?"
"I was right!, and yet Dream, my dumbass self still proceeded to fucking ignore my own fucking advice about dating as a teenager-"
"Lacey, you're worrying me a bit, what the he'll happened?"
"Tessa cheated on me Dream"
I started crying my eyes out because my emotions had been uncontrollable, (though most people would be the same), I then put on one of Dad's old basketball jackets to try and calm myself down, (though it was not surprising that it totally didn't work out for me, as it just made me miss my Dad, well it made me miss him more than I already did).
"Shit, I'm coming over now babe, just gimme an hour or two so that I can borrow my Mom's private jet, ok"
"Ok, I love you Gaylord"
"I love you too Lacey"
So 2 or 3 hours later and I heard a knock on the bedroom door, since that was where I ran to the minute I got to my Grandparents house, (and I knew that it was Dream as he knocks really weirdly), (but not like Sheldon here, ya know).
"Come in"
"Laceybuns, I know that this question is a bit personal here babe, but how did it happen?"
"I, I, (sobs), I saw her, (sobs), kiss, (sobs), someone else"
"That bitch!, come here"
I hugged Dream, and cried into his shoulder, because my heart was shattering into a million pieces, and it wasn't entirely from the Tessa situation, (though that was the straw that broke the camels back here).
"I'm sorry-"
"You literally just got cheated on Laceybuns, you're allowed to cry like crazy after that"
"Yeah but-"
"No buts, just let it all out, you'll better"
"Alright Dad"
"Piss off"
"I live here though Gaylord"
"I know that Laceybuns"
So I just cried it all out as I didn't want to bottle it up as I knew that in the end, bottling up would have made things worse for my mental health, (not that my mental health is great, but I didn't want to make it worse), plus Dream is one of my safe people, if that makes sense to you.
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