Previously on Chapter 9

He pulls away and place his forehead against mine. I caress his cheek softly. "I love you, Y/N... Gosh, I love you so much..." he said. "I love you too, Newt..." I said. He snuggles his face in the crook of my neck, arms wrapped tightly around my waist. I smile and caress his hair. I wait until he's asleep and close my eyes. A tear escape my eye and I wipe it away. I need to be strong for Newt.

It pains me to see you like this... and it pains me more to know that I can't do a thing to help

-He Left-

Y/N P.O.V

When I wake up this morning. I try to look around for Newt. But he's no where in sight. I try to keep thinking positive, that maybe he's taking a walk. But that was like hours ago. Where ever he is, he should be back by now.

I notice how he have been acting so strange lately. I'm getting really worried for him. It really pains me how he's slowly growing distant. How much pain he is going through... and the worse part is... I can't do anything to help him.

I walk around the camp, to try and look for Newt. I come across Minho. "Hey Minho..." I call out. He stops walking and turns to me. "Yeah?" He said. I run and catch up with him. "have you seen Newt?" I asks. "No... why? I thought he was with you" he said. "No, he's not... that's why I'm looking everywhere for him... gosh that guy is making me worried..." I said, placing my hand on my forehead.

"Calm down, Y/N... I'm sure he's doing fine... maybe he just have something to do..." he said. "Yeah but... for whatever reason it is that he's away... he should be back by now..." I said. I look around, but he's still no where to be found.

"Where's Thomas?" I said, turning to Minho. "I don't know... maybe that's where Newt is..." he said. I let out a sigh. 'At least if he's with Thomas, I know that he will be safe... Thomas surely would take care of him...' I thought to myself, trying to keep myself calm.

Time-skip

I'm sitting by the lake. I give up trying to look for Newt. He's no where in sight. I'm worried that he's not even around the camp anymore. But if he isn't... then... where is he?

Then out of no where, I saw Thomas running to me. "Thomas?" I said, in confusion. So this means Newt isn't with him. He stops in front of me and crouch down, hands on his knees as he tries to catch his breath.

"What happened? Where... w-where's Newt?" I asks. He stands straight after he catches his breathing and looks at me with a panicked expression. "This is bad, Y/N..." he said, holding me by the shoulders. "What? What do you mean?" I asks. "They took him... they took Newt!" he said. "W-What? Who?!" I said. "That I don't know Y/N... I just found this" he said, giving me a piece of letter. I take it from him and start to read.

Who ever finds this letter, please give this to Y/N...

Y/N... baby... I'm so sorry that it comes to this. But there's a group of people that comes. They say they want to take me with them... I don't know where or who they were... but I just agree... they're going to take me to where people like me belongs...

I think it's better for me to go. This is for the best, baby... I don't wanna stick around, letting you watch me as I slowly turn into one of those things... because when I do... I won't be able to recognize you. I don't wanna risk hurting you... and we all know I will... we've seen what those cranks did to Winston. I don't want that to happen to you... I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if I do any harm to you...

I love you so much, baby... never forget that... I'll always remember you, until death comes for me.

Goodbye Love...

Yours truly,
Newt

Endless tears streams down my cheeks after I read the letter. I drop on my knees as I start to cry. No... where is he? How could he just leave me like this?

Thomas kneels down in front of me. "Y/N..." he said, I can hear the sadness in his voice. I just look down and starts to cry harder. He pulls me into a hug. I just lean my head on his shoulder. He wraps his arm around my shoulder, pulling me closer to his side.

"Where is he... how could he just leave me like this?" I cried out. "Y/N..." was all he said, as he just held me close.

Thomas P.O.V

And again... here I am... comforting Y/N because she is crying over Newt. It pains me so much to see her like this. But what can I do? I'm not Newt... and I KNOW only Newt that can calm her down.

I have to find him... no matter how hard it is... I need to find him. For Y/N... she needs him. Newt... where are you man... Y/N needs you. The girl you love needs you and what did you do? You left her...

I held Y/N closer, caressing her hair softly. I hear a soft snore and look down, realize Y/N have fallen asleep. I let out a sigh and pick her up, bridal style.

Then I start walking towards her tent. I gently lay her down on her hammock. I kneel down next to her and stare at her sleeping face. I place my hand on her cheek, caressing it softly.

"I love you, Y/N... so much that it hurts to see you crying over Newt... but don't worry... I promise you that I'll bring him back..." I said softly. I lean down and place a soft kiss on her forehead.

I'll bring Newt back for you, Y/N...

*to be continued*