!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!
THERE WILL BE MENTIONS OF SELF HARM! Please don't read if you can't! I understand if you can't! Take care of yourself!!!

ALLASTOR
opening his door to his home, Allastor sighs. He had a long day and all he wanted to do was sleep. Walking up to his room and setting his bag down. He lays in his bed and opens his phone to Instagram.

A few minutes of scroll he gets a notification. There was a comment on one of his post. He opens it and instantly regrets it. There were about 30 different comments. These range from 'loser' to 'f*got' to finally the worst. 'Kîll your self" the last one of the most common. Allastor sits up and pushes his phone away. He tries not to think about the comments but his phone just keeps buzzing and making vibration on his bed. This pushes him over the edge.

⚠️LAST WARNING FOR THE TRIGGERS⚠️

Allastor stands and rushes to the bathroom. Slamming his door and locking it. Pulling open the second drawer from the bottom. Allastor stares at the object. It was small yet sharp. He picks it up and sits with his back against the door. Tears start to roll down his face as he pushes the object agaisnt his skin.

Swipe. He drags it deep across his skin 'kill your self' says his mind. Swipe. 'You shouldn't be alive.' Again his mind says. Swipe. 'You don't deserve to live!' He mind yells. He keeps swiping across his skin again and again. Dropping the small object now covered in blood. He covers his face and sobs.

Staying there for a few hours, Allastor soon stands turns in the shower. Gets undressed, takes a shower, then gets dressed in his room. After all of this he bandages himself up and then lays down on his bed. His eyes and cheeks stained with tears he opens his phone. He deletes the post and all the comments. He sees that one of the people who he follows has posted.

Allastor looks at the name before opening his profile. Clicking on the small message button he opens a message. He types and sends this message. 'Christan....help me please..'