A/N: I am so sorry i have not updated in like forever. I thought that this chapter was up and running. I about to type the next chapter so see this one not even published. Forgive me. I will have three chapter up after this in less than a week to make it up to you all. 

Matthew ~POV~

I wake up confused. "Did I fall asleep." I try to remember what happened the night before. I feel the dry tears on my face and flinch. "What was I crying about...." As I remember I feel myself blush. Once I realized I slap my face to get this thought out my mind. I stand up getting out of my black and gold bed. I walk to my bathroom in my room. As I look into my 4 by 24 feet mirror. I was looking at my puffy eyes then spot my pants are wet. I take a closer look and notice that I soiled my pants. As I look I remember falling asleep thinking of Charles. "Did I think of Charles and soiled myself. There is no way I like a guy that much. Or at all." I walk into my shower taking my clothes off. I try to keep Charles out of my thoughts but all I could think about was how hot he would look naked. What is wrong with me.

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I walked downstairs to be given my breakfast of bacon and eggs by my butler Barry. He has been my personal butler since I was born. My father had taken him in to be my butler when I was born. Barry had been a real father figure to me as long as I can remember.

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"Good morning Barry" I said like nothing was wrong hoping he wouldn't see through my falseness. "What is wrong sir. You should know that there is not faking me." I flinch as a shiver climbs up my spine. I look down at the ground trying not to look into Barry's eye. He has these powers hypnotics and compulsion and looking into his eyes will make you do whatever he tells you to do. If I look into them I will be forced to tell him that I soiled my pants thinking about a guy. While I was think of the possibilities that could happen. I feel Barry's hand on my chin. He lifts my head making me make eyes contact with him. My worst nightmare is coming true. "What are you hiding good sir" Barry said in his hypnotic voice. Another part of his power is in his voice.

I was compelled to speak. "I soiled my pant when I fell asleep thinking about a guy I meet yesterday. He saved me from have a mental breakdown in the hallway. His name is Charles and he is hot, caring, and understanding. He told me that the only reason he saved me was because he thought I was a girl. But I thought it was still sweet. He has short brown hair, blue eyes, virile, and he has no idea what anything is in this world. Like is from out of this world making him hotter than he already is." After saying all this I feel myself turn completely red.

"I see so that is why. You fell in love with a guy and you don't want to call yourself gay". After Barry said this I felt betrayed and embarrass. I yelled "I hate you. You said you wouldn't use that weird power on me. Why...why" I said slowly starting to cry. "I didn't want to admit it to myself and now I have now admitted it to someone else before I understood these feelings. I won't be able to face him after this."

I ran out the room then ran outside the house. I bumped into someone but I was too upset to care. I just start crying on this stranger's chest. After what seemed like an hour I finally stop crying to look up at the stranger. I jump up when I saw it was Charles." What are you "sob" doing here" sobbing through my words.