보었다

Everyone sat on the table for the morning breakfast except for Jay who was the VIP of today's breakfast. YN was asked to go and check on Jay since the elders were waiting to start the breakfast and it was no good sign for anyone. Knocking at the door twice she got no answer so she decided to go back but she didn't want Jay to get scold by grandmother so she slowly opened the door peeking in and found him still sleeping.

Slowly entering in, she found his clothes all scattered on floor and he himself was covered in sheets. There were empty bottles of alcohol. He drank a lot no wonder he was still asleep.

He groaned as she slid the curtains letting the sunlight hit his eyes. "God YN what do you want at this hour."

YN : " Everyone is waiting for you at breakfast table."
A light fear creeping to her heart again knowing she won't get a nice answer. She didn't know what she got herself in to but slowly her heart was dying. She was losing interest of getting any kind of affection or love.

" For God sake YN, can I rest in peace for once. Bring my breakfast later in the room." He said groaning in extreme annoyance.

YN: "But Jay, everyone is waiting and bringing breakfast in room is n--"

" Listen, you are my fiance, my soon to be wife. You are obliged to do what I told you to. Stop talking about others in front of me and now please leave for God sake."

She stared at him with blank eyes. Strange enough she didn't felt hurt by his words. She used to cry at nights missing his warmth but now that he is back she feels a certain urge to keep a distance from him. Accepting his proposal was like ruining your life with your own hands and she did that and now she knew she can't even back up. Her family won't ever allow that.

After doing the breakfast here she sat on the stairs in garden like always,to find some mental peace. Looking at the little boy who was watering the plants. Sighing she looked up and wished it was night. She finds an indescribable beauty in the night sky..... filled with darkness.

"Are you alright?"
Her gaze shifted from sky to the Boy who was standing in front of her. Her eyes turned soft. It was the first time the boy gathered the courage to talk to the her.

YN : " I am, Sit"
Her fragile hands patted the space next to her. He stared at her then at the seat and decided to sit down.

YN: "Do you like Roses?"

"Who doesn't....... But guess you don't like them, I always saw you getting snowdrops."

YN : " Jay likes them."
It came out as merely a whisper from her lips. He was waiting for the time when he will remove this word from her universe. A word.... That will be forbid able.

YN :" By the way, don't you feel lonely staying in your own word." It was honestly his first time talking to her like this other wise he don't really interact with anyone except for its about work when he is obliged to answer to his owners.

" Don't you feel Scared living in someone else's world? "A cold shiver ran down her spine getting the meaning behind his words. It was definitely her fiance who he was talking about and somehow he looked so at peace after saying the words like he meant to say them.

YN :" Don't.... Say that again. It's my life." saying that she got up leaving him behind. Was reality too hard for her to accept.

There was a shift of something  in his eyes. They twitched and he felt a sudden urge to do something.

No.... Alot of things.

" Wait. "He said instantly getting up and turned to her who stopped to look at him.

" Did you mind it? U-uh I am sorry. I didn't mean it "
He stuttered trying to convince the girl with his innocence that seemed to work on her as she flashed her soft signature smile.

Kook :" I am really sorry I really didn't know you will mind it."

YN:" It's completely alright Kookie. "A chuckle escaped her lips when he got shy looking down.

Kook :" I prepared some roses for you. They are in my room. Would you accept them? "
He said looking down and she couldn't help but melt at the cuteness of the boy. She swore she wanted to put him in her pocket and protect him forever.

YN : " Sure! Why won't I?"
He flashed a smile and started walking forward excitedly . A sudden smirk took place on his lips which was not visible to due to his back facing her. A weird and creepy kind of change in his movements which she surely failed to notice because she was busy looking around.

It was her first time coming to servants quarter. She felt bad because it was so small. Each of them had one small room with a single bed and a small cupboard on one side. You can't even fit in a TV even if you bring it with your own money because the room was so small.

They both went in his room and her eyes widened seeing a random Condom packet on the floor. " Kookie!! What's that!?"

He almost jumped at the sudden yell and looked back at her all in a panicked mode and his eyes shifted to look at the packet she was looking at.

Kook : " W-what happened?"

YN : " What's this!?"
She blinked eyes not believing the innocent kookie she know have such thing.

" What? I don't know. It have a rainbow on it so I bought it." he said innocently picking it up and showing the back of the packet which had a rainbow on it. That was such a cheap packet to be honest and he just bought it seeing the rainbow.

She started laughing realizing it feeling embarrassed for even saying such thing. This boy was really innocent to start with.

"anyways where are my Roses?"
He pointed at the wall on the other side of his bed. Her laughs stopped when she looked at it which looked like a normal wall with some of its areas were rusted.

YN : " That's a wall Kookie. I asked for --"
Her eyes widened. It was just like a strong rush of wind that pulled her in itself and wrapped around her. She went past the wall like it was a kind of portal opening up to a complete different world.

A world she was unfamiliar to.

Stopping at a point her eyes flickered open finding herself in a completely different yet place. Something about this place was so creepy. Dream..... A dream she was convinced to think of it. None of it could be real.

But she had no time to actually realize in what situation she was, when a strange sensation of fear creeped up to her heart. A rush of cold chills that went down her spine making her blood flow at an extremely rapid rate throughout her body and the next moment she found herself pinned against a wall and a hot breathe on her neck that felt like taking her soul in.

Jungkook : " Welcome to my world."

Jungkook : "My doll"

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OK Ok it's coming! He is showing his real sides and I am damn excited to write it down.

Btw I wanna share an experience 😂
I was looking for some devilish quotes for some inspiration and I found one. It said ;

"wonder what if a devil falls in love. He will go to the depths of hell for her."
And damn I was so convinced by it unless someone said he lives in hell it will be like going to his kitchen getting a piece of her favorite cake from refrigerator.

And I swear it ruined my whole inspiration 😤