Hello again. I see everyone is wondering what happened to me since I left from Gerald's apartment. Honestly I've been living with James lately. I'm not doing anything wrong, he was so kinda enough to let me stay since..... I don't even wanna talk about it anymore.

I would never sleep with Gerald's little brother, I'm not that person.

Yeah I still love Gerald but since he's famous and now known as G-Eazy I don't think he feels the same way anymore.

How I missed my G. How were both together dealing with no bullshit in life. And yes I did have all my support to him of his music and his career.

The last time I'd texted was these words:
Me: Since day one, ride or die, I will always be here for you. Even if you don't want me to be.
After I turned off my phone and started to cry.

Next Morning I went down stairs
"Morning Maggie"
"Hey James"
We were watching TMZ like every morning.

Oh so we caught G-Eazy and on and off again Devon Baldwin exiting one of Hollywood Strips Clubs. But Baldwin isn't very happy what her boyfriend did. Ouch! maybe first on and off bae isn't working out... Well it's basically G-Eazy birthday he has to have fun right, but not to much fun if you know what I mean....

I turned off the tv
"Oh I guess someone is not on the mood to watch TMZ today"
"It's whatever I'm over him"
"Maggie I get it may maybe it best you move on and find someone else"
"Yeah I guess so"
"That's the spirit Maggie"
"Well I'm heading out to work. Thankful my parents hasn't ask me anything between me and Gerald cause you know my dad"
"Yeah. Hey Maggie"
"Yeah"
"Are you okay, you seem different"
"I'm fine maybe I'm getting sick"

What does he mean by "different"

Six weeks later

I officially moving on towards life and my issues. It was a little tough but I got through it. Lately I've been getting tired more quickly and wanting to sleep more. working as a doctor those could be two choices: I'm getting sick or I'm pregnant.

I'm not trying to panic if I end up pregnant maybe it's an misunderstanding.

I got a home with a pregnancy test. I'd followed every step what said in the instructions.
"Maggie, I'm home" shit its James. He walks into my room "Maggie what are you...." he stares at me in shock "no this can not be"