Yeah I'm pregnant. And yes G-Eazy is the father of my baby. This is the thing I should or not be regretting. Actually I don't regret having my baby. James was right it was more of a good blessing. Hopefully it's true that this would fix everything between me and Gerald.

"Maggie"
"James I'm scared as fuck! What would happen if this comes out positive?? What will I do if Gerald doesn't want to be responsible for this baby?? Will I be a single parent??"
"Maggie how do you know this is for sure my brothers baby?"
"Because I had sex with him the other night before I'd caught him sleeping with another bitch"
"Oh yeah I'd remember that distributing part" I punched him "ow!! Maggie"
"James this is not a joke and sorry"
"It's fine but you need to calm down. How long do you need to wait?"
"For another five minutes"
"Alright, just wait and relax" he leaves my room.

Five minutes later
I was shaking knowing the result. Maybe I'm not pregnant and I can be fine and start over.

Positive

Oh god. I'm...I'm actually pregnant. I went downstairs and James was anxious. "So?" I give him the stick. "Your actually having a baby"
"Yeah James. And I know that Gerald is the father"
"Are you going to tell him"
"I...I...I don't know if I should"
"Maggie you always want him to be with you and that your expecting this angel, he'll be happy"
"But what happens if he over reacts and say it's not his"
"Maggie. You don't know everything about my brother. He has been calling me crazy if I know anything about you. He really what's to fix everything what he fucked up. Talk to him and tell him"
"But I'm scared of how he'll take it"
"He'll take it very smooth"
"Thanks for helping me basically everything"
"It's fine to me your like my sister. Wow I'm be an uncle for this baby angel. Maggie you should be happy. This is a sign that Gerald will be with you and his baby"
"I guess your right" then he gives me a hug.

*beep beep* James checks his phone.

Gerald.

"It's my brother. He wants to come over and talk. Maggie this is your chance to tell him"
"Now?!?!"
"He has to know"
"I can't because he'll think that you've been lying to him behind his back and sleeping with me"
"Yeah I guess your right"
"Maybe I should still tell him the same story what you told me"
"I'll text him when I'm ready to talk" James leaves the room. I stayed there and heard the conversation. I knew his exact pain he was feeling. Hurt, sad, alone.

James called me downstairs. Hopefully Gerald isn't still there. "Don't worry Maggie. He's not here"
"Thanks James"
"My brother is.." I cut him off
"I know how he feels. I need to talk to him"
"Okay" it was finally time to tell him and I willingly to hear him"

I'd texted him that I wanted to see him. Ugh hopefully he doesn't think anything bad is going on