I had no reason to yell to Maggie if I was feeling fucked up between all this. Shit! I'm the worse boyfriend ever. But I was going to make it up to her.

Last night
I'd called Marty to join me to go at some bar. As I waited for him outside, I seen his face 'now what did you do this time Gerald'
"Oh Gerald"
"Marty I did something wrong"
"Wanna talk this here and forget everything when your drunk or somewhere else"
"Nah here"
"I know you already Gerald, you'll get so drunk tonight and run back to Maggie and beg her for mercy. You know Maggie had tried to stop you from drinking alcohol but no Mr I'm Being Famous Soon doesn't want to. But later he will know he's losing the people that he most loves"
"Marty shut up. I already feel guilty for what I'd done to her"
"No don't tell me you ended everything"
"No Marty. I yelled at her for no reason. She didn't even do anything to me but no I was thinking of Devon and how I have been dating her secretly"
"What!?!"
"I'm the fucked up person Marty. I'm the worst boyfriend ever to Maggie"
"Gerald! Why are you doing this to her? What did she ever do to you?""
"Nothing. She didn't do anything wrong. It was me that screwed everything up." He gave me the look.

This was one of the second reason that Maggie and I broke up.

"Gerald I think you should make it up to her"
"How Marty"
"One day just you and her. No other person should get involved especially that Devon person"
"Yeah maybe I should"
"And Gerald and screw shit up"
"Don't you think that what I'm not trying to do"
"If your 'trying not to' make a god damn effort" 
"Yeah"
"And see there was no reason to get drunk tonight"
"I guess so. I should head back to the apartment"
"Before you leave, think bout it and sincerely apologize to Maggie for your behavior"
"I will. Damn Marty have you become my mother"
"No it's just I know you well"
"Yeah. Because I have that great friend and have the best girlfriend ever but I'm screwing shit up"
"Stop Gerald! you can be better than this"
"Yeah well I'm text Mags"
"Okay but I'm stay cause you will start drinking again" everything that Marty was say was true.

I texted Maggie. No response. It just said 'delivered'
Me: Baby?
Mags: What do you want Gerald
Me: Are you okay
Mags: What do you think
Me: Mags I'm sorry
Mags: Yeah just sorry. You know it hurt me so much that you yell at me. I know this living together is hard and we don't spend time together but what the fuck Gerald
Me: Yeah I know but I thought I was your least consider because your so busy
Mags: Then why didn't you say shit to me when I'd ask you
Me: Because because. I don't know
Mags: Are you hiding something from me
Me: No
Mags: You've changed since we started living together. Have you been lying to me
Me: No I'm not lying to you and never will
Mags: I don't know if to believe you or not
Me: Believe me please. Can I come back home tonight?
Mags: It's better for you stay somewhere else for tonight.
Me: Baby please
Mags: Gerald I need to be alone tonight from you. Just this night
Me: Okay I guess. I love you Mags 💗

After that message she didn't respond back.
"So what she said"
"She said not to go to the apartment tonight"
"Just for tonight"
"Yeah"
"See Gerald you're starting to fuck up things"
"Don't you see I get it"
"Oh G. Come on you can stay in my place for tonight"
"Thanks Marty. I owe you one"
"Make this up to Maggie"
"I will"
We left the bar. Marty was chill enough to let me stay at his apartment but in one condition to make things straight with Maggie and forget about Devon before the situation get worse.

Next Morning
I woke up super early to apologize to Mags. I left a note to Marty and thank him for letting me crash his apartment for the night.

It was Sunday morning. I wasn't busy today neither was Mags.

When I walked back I received a text.

Maggie?

No it was Devon. I ignored it at first

*beep beep*

What does she want now?

Devon: Hey baby. I miss you 😘. Can I come over tonight to talk
Me: No. Sorry. Bye

Come on Gerald your doing this right for Maggie. I knock the door. Maggie answered
"Hey Mags. I'd brought you these flowers"
"Okay Gerald what's going on, lately all of this isn't Gerald, my boyfriend"
"I know. All this time between work and career has been separate us from what we had before"
"Are you lying to me?"
"No I'm not baby girl. I would never do anything like that"
"G I don't what's going on but" I stopped her from talking and kissed her with passion
"This is the real me, the one that you fell in love with. And today it's just going to be us" I carried her to the our room. I lay her down on the bed
"Are you really do this"
"Yes because I love you and if your not ready I get it"
"No I'm ready" I quickly take off her shirt and unbuckle her shorts. Damn this is the first time I'd seen like this. She takes off my shirt and leaves me with my jeans on. I can feel her breath heavily.
"It's okay if you wanna stop"
"No don't stop" way she's on fire. I unbutton my pants and take off my boxers. Yeah it was my first time. I felt her body shake but she never ask me to stop. I could fell her nails scratching my back. She moaned quietly at first but I went a little bit more deeper, I heard her moaned louder. "Gerald!!!"
"You want it faster"
"Give it to me"
"Alright then"
Every moment I'd enjoy it. Round two? I think she didn't want another one. I started kissing her from her stomach to the lips. Shit my phone again.
"Who is it baby" she was still breathing heavily

I check my phone. Devon. What does she want?
"My brother" She rolled her eyes. "What I'm not lying"
"For now in tell me everything please"
"Yes baby" I kissed her so much but apparently I'd left her so many hickeys.

She fell asleep. I came closer to her and cuddled. I heard her moaned quietly in her sleep
"I love you Maggie" I whisper to her ear. she wakes up and looks into my eyes.
"I love you to Gerald" I peck her lips.

This is how I want my life to continue