After the birth of the twins I was happy. Yes I was happy, having this life but I never agreed to "settle down my music career." Just because I'm a father doesn't mean I can't still party like before. I still wanna continue with my music.

It felt like Gerald was disappearing and G-Eazy was taking over again but worse. At first, I try to stop but I couldn't. It felt like someone was controlling me, to destroy what I have. I think, think, think and think again what and how did it happen

March
I was at home getting ready to go out with the boys, when Maggie and the kids were at the table eating dinner. "Are you going to sit with us?"
"Nah. I'm bout to leave"
"You are never around. You know the kids are asking where you are all the time." It hurts me that my own children see us arguing.
"Oh"
"Just that same stupid fucking response Gerald. Where's the man that I fell in love, that I married, that was so happy to have this life? Uh Gerald. Again with the same bullshit. I can't with you."
"Than why don't you leave. Simple as that"
"BECAUSE WE HAVE KIDS!!! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT!!! What did we ever do to you" I leave the room and she follows me to the door.
"Oh my fucking god Maggie, can you do me a favor and shut the fuck up and let me live life in peace" I seen the kids hiding from me. Shit my own kids scared of their father
"See what you're doing. Your scaring the kids because your a violent person" I was done. I didn't mean to choke out Maggie.
"Just stop fucking complaining. That's the only thing you know what to do. You don't appreciate what I do to this family. I'm the only fucking person that works here. All my money that I make goes to your fake ass and these children you call my kids just because they have my last name." I let her go in a violent way
"Your a monster" she cries. I leave the house.

I got to a club to meet with my fiancé Hasley. "So babe? When do you want to start planning the wedding?"
"Whenever you want babygirl" I kiss her.

We were there the whole night but Maggie came. "So this is where you are all the fucking nights? With this plastic bitch? While I'm at home taking care of the kids"
"At least my wife is hot and has a better body. Those aren't even my children. You just say that to keep all the fucking money I make to yourself"
"Are you listening to yourself" I left the bar with Hasley. Maggie still follows us out. We got into the car. I was drunk and distracted by Hasley. I didn't see Maggie walking by the street. I was going 80 miles per hour, until I hit Maggie I stopped the car. I seem how Maggie flew and fell to the ground. I go running to her. I pick her up to my arms. "Oh shit! Maggie! Please baby, wake up! Mags! Somebody call 911! Mags don't die on me! Stay with me!" Nobody helped me to save Maggie. That night, I killed the love of my life. And left my children abandoned because of my actions. I lost them forever. I don't know what to do. My only decision was to leave

14 Years Later
I'm now 42 years old. Remarried with another woman. Hasley and had a son named Kevin James Gillum, living in the Bay Area. I still regret everything what I've done. Killed the love of my life Maggie and losing custody of my four children Marylin, Lucas, Elizabeth and Chance to Tessa. I wasn't allowed to see them over these god damn fucking missable 14 Years. Tessa says I deserve because I killed her daughter. She maybe right or not. I still make music but I'm not that big of a deal like before.

I went to Tessa's house. Landon open the door "what the fuck you want? Are you here to kill me or one of your children. And now your remembering they are actually yours" I was going to speak but Tessa came
"Landon? Leave him alone. I called him, he was begging to see them." I came inside. "Guys! He's here" I was sitting on the couch. I first see Marylin. She grew up like Maggie. I couldn't tell if it was her or Maggie. Then Lucas came down. Woah the resemblance of me and Lucas the same. Then Elizabeth came down. She looked like Marylin but a little younger and Chance same as his grandfather but still having my resemblance.
"Guys the reason why I called you guys because..." said Tessa
"He's the monster that killed my mother" said Marylin
"Marylin"
"No nana, I do not wanna see him or talk to him because he killed my mother and left us. Did you know how much we need you but no mr. g-motherfucking eazy married with Hasley and with his son on the top living life while HIS FOUR CHILDREN ARE HERE ABANDONED NEEDING HIM. How do you like we feel? I will NEVER forgive you Yeah my brothers and sisters don't want to say anything because we have no reason to say anything to a killer." I do deserve that from her. She runs up stairs crying. Then they leave to their room slamming it so hard
"Sorry Gerald but you heard from them. They don't wanna see you."
"I wished they can listen to me"
"But you should wake up, Gerald Gerald Gerald Gerald" why was she repeating my name "wake up Gerald"

Reality
"Gerald, baby. Wake up" I wake up scared. I looked everywhere. "Are you okay?" Maggie is here? Alive?
"Maggie?"
"G what's going on?" I hug Maggie. She was still confused
"I love you baby. I'm sorry that I ever hurt you. Where's the kids?"
"Gerald! The kids are in their room. The twins are in the crib in our room. Okay okay I forgive you but please tell me what's going on"
"I had a dream of the future. That I cheated on you with some woman and and I was treating you like shit in front of the kids and that i killed you and I lost the kids to your mom. Then 14 years later the kids were older but didn't forgive me" Maggie hugged me. "I'm so so so so so so sorry baby"
"Gerald, I love you and this is scaring me of what your telling me but look I'm fine, the kids are fine, your fine, nothing happened. It was just a bad dream. I love you. Don't ever forget that baby." She kisses me. I can feel her soft lips touch mines
"Thank Mags. I just thought that everything was real. I felt that G-Eazy start to control me and my life." I start looking at her neck "you don't have my hand print on your neck"
"What?"
"I was choking you and left my hand print on your neck"
"Your the only one that controls your life. Nobody else" then the kids came running to us. "Come let's get up we don't want to be late for my moms wedding" we got up and started getting dressed for Tessa's wedding. Landon and Madeleine came over with their two kids Dylan Rose Flowers and Blake Noel Flowers. Yeah this family is growing big. We left to the wedding.

After the wedding we came back home. "The wedding was amazing but most thing I love was being with you and my family"
"Me too Gerald. I love having you around" I put the twins to there crib and Maggie tunked in Marylin and Lucas. We met in our room. We got lazy and didn't change out from our clothes. I got closer to Maggie. "I love you G"
"I love you more than ever Mags now and forever"

Next morning
I woke up. Maggie was sound asleep. I got up and checked on the twins, sleeping just like their mom. I laid next to her and hugged her. "Love you Mags"
As I fall asleep Marylin and Lucas came in the room. "Daddy! Daddy!" They came all excited
"Morning kids"
"Mommy still asleep." Said Lucas
"Yeah. Do you want to make breakfast for her."
"Yeah" I got up again. The kids ran downstairs to the kitchen. They did help me a lot. "Let's go wake up mommy" we went upstairs and woke up Mags. "Good morning guys. You made me breakfast in bed. Thanks" I kissed Mags. The twins woke up. I fed them while Maggie, Marylin and Lucas were eating breakfast. After I fed them I sat back down in bed to eat breakfast. We planned to go somewhere but we'd decided to stay home.