Crying inside
It's not the fear which makes me cry
Smiling outside
It's my mastery which make me smile

The deception I show
You'll never know
How deep I go
And the perfection I know
The lies,
Behind the doe
Like eyes
The fakeness which can go
Deeper in them, maybe even more deep.

Shallow it's not
But in the deep is what
My mind is caught
Your attention was bought

By someone who
Isn't who
It seems to be
It is me
The real unreal me
Its been this way you see
And perhaps forever it shall be

You might not realize, deep inside
I'm not what I seem to be
You realize I'm shallow inside
You love what you think of me

But you aren't right
You can use all your might
But you shall never find.

Even if we fight
I'm darkness you're light
But you'll never read my mind

You shouldn't try, no, not a single bite
For, my darkness will consume your light

Someday you'll find
I'm not your kind

And that things aren't what they seem to be
I am not me
I shall never be
What you had expected me
To be.
But I am me
The me you will never see

There's you and then there is me.
I am my lock,
I am my key
Fake is my lock,
true is my key

But I doubt if you
Shall ever see
That behind me
Is the true me
Behind the mask
Lies all of me
But one day you
Will realize that that's  how
It's supposed to be.

By: Deepshikha Sain

Hi everybody!!!!
I'm back
And for my previous double update, my second update was a short narrative poetry book called "struggling dreams"

Give it a try.

And how are you all?

Remember I love you all.
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Love yourselves

I'll be back soon

Your's forever
The_Warrior_Girl