all alone in this world

no one else to show me through 

mama's gone and daddy's drunk

so many scars yet not enough

why do I even try

when I just want to die

this world is just a fantasy

that I wish I never see

the moment after I'm asleep

it seems too real

it's hard to feel

anything other than regret

for all my mistakes cause me debt

now I'm here 

trapped in second gear

driving down the broken road

that I call life