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I took a deep breath as i looked into the mirror.

"Naruto, its fine. just calm down." Sakura said to me as she swatted my hands away from messing with my suit jacket. she gave a quick pat down and straighten my tie before she left the room. Iruka was standing there. He married Kakashi about a two months back. It was an interesting wedding. Kakashi had summoned his dogs so they could watch, but the ended up getting drunk before the vows. It caused a huge ruckus. Turns out when Iruka kissed kakashi no one saw Kakashi's face. well. except for the minister. who lacked words. one day I'm going to see kakashi's face. But thats an adventure for another day.
Today.
I'm getting married.
I heard the paino begin. Iruka grabbed my arm and walked me out and to the doors.

"dont worry Naruto. Gaara will take care of you." the mention of gaara calmed my nerves. Slowly they turned to excitement, and joy. Iruka lead me down the aisle, As i gazed as Gaara. He stood there. waiting for me. A soft smile on his face for all to see. his eyes shone with joy. Iruka took my hand and placed it in Gaara. giving me to him, they way only he could, in place of my father. I locked eyes with Gaara. My voice was loud, strong. every word was an oath, a promise to Gaara. one, that i would keep.

" I do." my voice rang out clearly in the church. Gaara spoke his vows firmly. though not quiet as loud, there could be no doubt about he not meaning every word.

"i do."

"i now pronounce you husband and husband. you may kiss the groom." i took a breath as Gaara leaned in, cupped my cheek and kissed me gently. it was bliss. no matter how many times he kissed me. it would still feel like bliss. still feel as though i was walking on air. i love it. He ended the kiss, and took hold of my hand. Together, we faced the two villages. Suna. Konoha. our villages. I married Gaara, Suna's leader, i was now responsible for the lives of two villages. The weight hit me, but i knew i could handle it. I had Gaara by my side. Besides, it was not me, who was responsible. It was US. We left with everyone cheering. Gaara said he wanted to take me somewhere. Somewhere for just the two of us for our honeymoon. He didn't tell me where. he lead me to the edge of the village then stopped.

"here." he tied a blindfold on me, and i stood still. it was always strange when i couldn't see.

"gaara.... if your going to make me run blindfolded i am going have you eat nothing ramen for a year." i heard his soft laugh in my ear.

"tempting as that may be.... I have other plans for food." a shiver ran down my back at hidden meaning of those words. I felt as though my insides just turned to jelly. he grabbed my hand, and i heard him murmuring something under his breath. I could feel the air tumble and twist around me. the ground was there, but it wasn't. It seemed as if all of my senses went haywire. He slid the knot at the back on undone, slowly removing the blindfold. i blinked. and blinked once. and then blinked again.
Standing before me was a gorgeous house. I glanced around, trees stood high and tall above me, flowers covered the ground and covered to fence so entirely it looked at though it was made of flowers. Gaara lead me forward, to the door. I reached forwards and let my fingers linger over the silver knob. it was smooth and cool under my fingers. It was also locked.
I held my hand out with a grin. He dropped an elegant brass key into my palm, which i slid into the keyhole. it slid in like water, Unlocking the door with a click. I stepped inside, and gazed around in wonder. "welcome home. Naruto." i smiled.

"Im home." i set off to explore the entire house, Gaara in tow. The kitchen was wonderfully perfect. Smooth sandstone counters and pale cabinets. A perfect combo of wood and sand. The fireplace looked as though it was carved from solid sand stone. Hard and firm, he held the burning wood in its belly. The windows were a perfect clear glass, it was almost as if they weren't even there. Save for the wood trim that ran through it. There was an empty room the were on the main floor. As well as a full bathroom.

"storage room, i suppose." i smiled and held out my hand. he took it without hesitation.

"take me to bed." he blinked, then a smile smile fell upon his face.

"alright, Naru." he took my leg up from under me, and had me up and in his arms quickly. I hadn't hardly seen it coming. except i knew Gaara. i laughed.

"Gaara. I'm glad i married you." he smiled as he carried me up the stairs to the second floor.

"I am glad as well Naru-Naru." he stopped in front of a door a the end of the hallway, which rested at the tip if the stairs. Our foreheads rested together, our noses touching. Breath mingling. "more than you will ever possible imagine." I could hear the swish of sand, and the door opened, then shut behind us as he walked through.

"well thats handy." his lips quirked, but he otherwise remained silents as he carried me over to bed, which lay against the wall at the opposite side of the door. He laid me down gentle and kissed me. "Gaara." i said sitting up. i felt the urge to say this. Gaara is my husband. he is my future. He know my past. He is here, in the present. I will hold nothing from him. he sat up as we, allowing me to speak, but he didn't let go of my hand. not once.
"Gaara, i cant say your my first. That was stolen from me a long time ago."
i squared my shoulders and looked a him with no restraint.
"but, i can promise, you will be my last. I can promise, that everything i can give, i will give willingly. I may be ruined goods...."
i glanced down only for a moment biting my lip before i glanced up once more.
"but, if you'll have me. i vow you will have all of me."
My eyes focused on the bed sheets, i could look at him as i spoke. if i did. i would surely start crying.
"these are my vows to which i didn't wish to say in front of the rest. i cant bring my virginty to my wedding bed. So, i brought my vows. These words, are my wedding vows to you."
i finished speaking. And my eyes turned to the floor. I felt him squeeze my hand. I glanced up, his face was tender. loving. a smile on his face. And a single tear.

"naruto. You are not, nor you never shall be, damaged goods. When i asked for you hand, i did not ask you for your virginty. I asked you, to be my husband. To be there for me, in sickness and in health. To love. To cherish. Through good times. And through the bad. Naruto, i have seen the things you have been through. I have seen them. I just don't care. If i cared about those things,
i would never have gotten down
on one knee
in the middle of the mud
in front of everyone you know
and asked you to marry me. Naruto, your wedding vows, are all i need and more. I, in turn, vow those very same things back to you. if you will have me. you will have all of me." i couldn't help it.
i cried.

"of course! your my husband!" i wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. "i love you gaara. more the humanly possible."

"i love you Naruto. much more than you could hope or possibly know." he leaned in and kissed me gently, cupping my face with his hand. i leaned into it, his touch sent slivers of electricity through my body. His hands pulled at my tie, and my buttoned shirt. the came loose and his eye traveled the length of my body, tossing the clothes to the floor where the landed in a pile. i fell backwards onto the bed, pulling Gaara with me. My hand, reaching for the belt which i had borrowed from Kiba to keep my slacks up during the wedding. I slid it off an tossed it towards the growing pile of clothes. I could feel a faint heat rise in my cheeks as i gazed at Gaara's face hovering over me. His cheeks were red. "naruto..." he whispered as he gazed at my almost nude body. He kissed my nose. he kissed my ears, my cheeks, my lips, he kissed m me neck, my collar bone, he kissed my shoulders. my arms. he trailed kisses down the sides of body. he gently licked my navel. his tongue swirled and slid along my hips, never going under the boxes i was wearing. i was panting. this.... this heaven. never before had i experienced it like this before. his long fingers lifted my leg up as he liked my inner thigh, and trailed his tongue downwards all the way to my ankles. then he turned, and he continued upwards. all the way to my neck. I was sea of emotions. Of tumbling waves of bliss pleasure and borderline ecstasy. His teeth grazes my neck and i felt him ask the silent question. I tiled my head, my own mouth latching upon his neck gently biting. The message was clearer the crystal, and he responded. He bite down on my neck, and licked at the spot. biting me. licking me. sucking at it. it felt as though i was being eaten. the sensation, was wonderful. the sounds which it cause made me shiver and tremble underneath his hands. The audible 'pop' as he pulled back from sucking only to bite me. The wet swish of his tongue, his very breath. They all echoed loudly in my ear. i bite down on his own neck, eager. i wanted him to feel it, to experience the pleasure which i felt. my hands, could still feel the texture of clothing and set about removing them, even as i worked at his neck. His breath hitched when my teeth connected. I could hear it. a low sound rumbling from his throat. Most of his clothes my hands removed. save his boxes, and my own boxers of course.

--gaara--
i gave Naruto's neck, a single kiss before i pulled away. he grumbled slightly, but let me go. of course he slid in another bite for good measure. my hands traced his skin, and followed the lines of his muscles and body down to his boxers. I glanced a Naruto. i would never, ever, do anything to him. not unless he wanted me to do it. he reached out a hand and caressed my cheek, my hand caught as his hand tried to slip away. i held it there close to me. Then gently, i slid his boxers off. Then my own. Gentle. everything, gentle. Naruto, is strong. stronger than anyone i have ever met. But its because he is strong, people forget, he is a person to. And people, even strong people, can break. I wont let my Naruto break. I glanced at Naruto's expression. nerves, excitement. love.

"naruto." i said softly to him. "i can wait longer if you want." i held onto his hand as i spoke these words. We have never slept together before. We agreed to wait. To Wait until we got married. Now, Naruto has to face his fears and nightmares. he shook his head.

"no. I want this. I know you want this. just-" he broke off, "please. dont hurt me." I squeezed his hand gently.

"i would never hurt you. not even in your darkest nightmares." My sand slither forward with the lube which i had gotten for the occasion. I want it to be as painless as possible, so i put time and energy i to researching it. this meant, speaking with Iruka, narutos teacher. The lube was warm, without being hot. I made sure of that. I put a good amount on one of my fingers and gently slid it into his entrance. it slid in perfectly. I waited a moment before i slid another in. I saw a slight flash of discomfort pass over Naruto's face. I slowed, and stretched him gently, easing my way around his insides. Making sure his muscles relaxed, an that the pain faded before i added a third finger. i followed the same rule. slowly, gently, easing me way up.

"gaara, more. please more!" i kissed him sweetly. I pulled my fingers out and, quickly, pushed my own way in. Iruka said it would actually hurt less, than trying to ease your way in. Naruto cried out, and I stilled. Only my hands moved. I took his hand, and brought it close. covering it with kisses, licks and tiny nibbles.
Asking for forgiveness.
Asking if he wished to stop.
"gaara." naruto said, his breathing uneven. "you can, move now." i pursed my lip and slowly moved, every movement i made sure was slow. Despite the agonizing urge i felt to discard self control and pound him relentlessly. I felt a tinge of anger flicker within me. That i would feel that way when Naruto does no like it as much. Regardless of how much the desire is buried within me. I felt, as though i was cheating on Naruto's heart by feeling like that. I made sure i did everything right. screw how i feel. this. this is about Naruto. "faster." i heard Naruto pant out. i hesitated for a moment. "faster!" he said again. I obliged. Naruto begged me for more. I was only much too happy to comply. to fill his every wish. To make his scream my name to the world. To have this part of him belong to me. and I to him. i could feel something tighten within me. I could feel it build up inside of me. I gritted my teeth and pushed forwards, trying to keep my self control which i felt was slipping. Narutos arms wrapped themselves around me, pulling himself closer. I pulled him up and close. His body in my lap, as i pushed my member inside of him. He shuddered and moaned. His breath was warm upon my skin as it came out of his mouth in soft billows landing on my neck where he brought his mouth closer before biting down on the sensitive spot know as my jugular. i gasped and my body jerked slightly under his mouth as worked at the new found spot of pleasure. I leaned my head down to his own neck, tilting my head slightly. My tongue traced along the edge of his neck and bit down quickly. Naruto moaned loud, his mouth falling from my neck as the sounds came from his mouth. The sound of skin coming together and falling apart sounded like great waves in the ocean which crashed against each other in tandem in a powerful breath taking way. Naruto arched in my arms, and i felt his body jerk, and his cock twitch upon my stomach. "Gaara. im gunna-" he threw his head back, i held him close as he lost control of his body, making sure he didn't fall. I forced myself to slow down, letting him experience the pleasure in full as he came. He yelled out and his body jerked as sticky white fluid spilled from his aroused body, i felt my own climax breached as i watched him. i held him close. Both for himself and for myself. The tightening my body, the pressure which grew exploded. my breath caught in an odd half moan and gasp as my body jerked and i came inside of Naru. we were panting heavily. Naruto was exhausted. My strong little fox, yawned loudly. his arms wrapped themselves tiredly around my neck and he pulled me down next to him on the bed. Naruto sighed happily. ignoring the sticky white substance which stuck to our abdomens from when he came. i struggled to get my body to move. I pulled out of him, slowly, the squishing sound seemed quiet and soothing. I was tired but i knew that if i didn't pull out now, Naruto would hurt in the morning. if he wasn't sore already. Iruka said he was. Naruto lifted his head and ran his finger through me hair.
"Gaara. no amount of time will be long enough with you. But," he kissed my softly, "lets start with forever."

"forever....thats pretty short Naru." i smiled, an earned a light chuckle from Naruto.

"I said start with forever." he grinned. "because after all, forever with you, thats not long enough. not long at all."

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fin~