Chapter X

It's the hardest road to follow (I'm thinking of you.)   I really wish I could call you (What can I do?)   You can find another me tomorrow     And that's the hardest pill to swallow, babe.

Logan was still in his room contemplating over the past. In all honesty he thought that their relationship was pretty okay. He had no idea that Patton didn't feel the same.

If I woke up and I called it quits ('cause I'm thinking of you)   If today I gave up all of this (I don't know what to do)  Maybe I could get you back tomorrow   And that's the hardest pill to swallow baby.

As Logan tried to refocus on his task, he spun around in his desk chair and looked around his room. Even his own room was a constant reminder of their past together. The bed...

Flash Back:

"Logie! Come here!"

Logan chuckled and turned his desk chair to face Patton who was bouncing on his knees, in his kitten onesie, on Logan's bed.

"Yes, Pat?"

Logan examined Patton, he looked quite 'innocent' and childlike when he did stuff like this. That was the whole misleading hoax of Patton's persona.

Patton jumped around in a circle before grabbing a pillow and throwing it at Logan.

"I wanna cuddle before bed!"

A light smile was spread across Logan's face, he loved these pointless and random things that Patton often did with him. Things that he would now miss.

Present:

Logan sighed and fell back onto his bed, he knew he should really go to sleep. But he just can't, it hurts when he closes his eyes, when he opens them, it all hurts.

 It's the hardest road to follow (I'm thinking of you.)   I really wish I could call you (What can I do?) You can find another me tomorrow   And that's the hardest pill to swallow, babe.

Logan huffed, he was trying so hard not to cry. "I really wish I didn't care about you anymore." Though it was only like a week ago when Patton had gotten aggravated with himself and blurted out his 'secret'. Logan would prefer if he didn't feel for him at all.

If I woke up and I called it quits ('cause I'm thinking of you)  If today I gave up all of this (I don't know what to do)  Maybe I could get you back tomorrow  And that's the hardest pill to swallow baby.  

Patton was in his room with Virgil, "Vee I think I hurt Logan... bad." Virgil just shrugged as he shuffled around the room in search for a snack. "Maybe, I mean you did break up with him."

Patton laid back on his bed and sighed. "Not helping Vee, I feel awful. I hurt my son!"

"One, None of us are your children, two... it's not your fault. He just needs time and then things will go back to normal. Maybe."

"Maybe!"

"Got any food?"

                                                                                         ~

He knew he shouldn't do it, that it would only hurt Logan more but he had to apologize. So Patton wrote Logan a letter, since there was no getting him out of his room and no one was getting inside.

"Logan,

I'm sorry that I got the good side of things. Left you with both of the rings, I'm sorry that I got the good side of things.

Listen, Logan I sympathize and I recognize... I really do. And baby I apologize a million times that I got the good side.

~Patton" A/N This is based on the lyrics of The Good side by Troye Sivan, there are obviously changes made to the chorus(as in Patton's own intel)

He slid it under Logan's door, knocked then left. He couldn't handle seeing him right now. When Logan opened the door, there was no one. He looked down to see a note, by the time he was done reading it he was sobbing.

"So, He broke it off with you? I guess you really are a good for nothing robot."

To Be Continued:

*Jazz hands* Drama!

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