Suffocate by my existence. I can't breathe. I scream for help and no one is there. I'm scared. I'm dying. But I'm relieved that I won't ever have to suffer pain anymore.

Wait... What about Victor and my parents? Will they be sad? Would they care if I died? Would it be worth dying? Or living?

I was being suffocated by water. Why? I've never been afraid of being in the water. Then why am I drowning in it? Is it to represent that my pain and suffering feels like I'm drowning in water? That's the only way I see it.

I stopped thinking and realized that I'm almost out of breath. "No..." I spoke in my head. "Someone save me please!" I begged desperately in my head.

"Yes." The voice in my head spoke. "Yes. Drown in your own misery. No one will care." It spoke lots of negative things to them, and I believe them. I knew they were true.

Tears formed my eyes as I closed my eyes, the air almost has left my body. I then heard a voice.

"Ella. Ella! Ella wake up!"

Then it ended as I woke up.