Chapter 6: Suspicion
QUICK A/N BEFORE I START! So...thanks for all of your support! It means a lot to me! Also, sorry I haven't been focusing on Anxiety recently, this chapter isn't any different lol, but you'll get more of him, I promise! Anyways, here ya go!!
Anxiety's POV
I can't believe I just did that. I just kissed him. On the lips, too. I shut my door gently and slid down onto the floor. I let out a happy sigh. I made my way over to my bed, getting out my laptop. I attempt to browse tumblr, but I realize I've just got my thoughts set on a certain prince, and I gave up on that. I guess...maybe I could play guitar or something? Thomas thinks he gets all is instrumental skill from Roman, and doesn't know he gets it from me, and nobody else knows about my little "talents", and I'd like to keep it that way. I've never been one for flaunting little things. If they found out, they'd probably ask for a performance, and I'd feel nervous, and mess up! Like always...I always find a way to mess things up. No, Anxiety, chill. Don't ruin this moment...
Logan's POV
"But don't you find it even the tiniest it suspicious?" I screamed at Patton. "Yes, a little bit, but that doesn't give us the right to assume, Logan." "Yes, yes, I realize that, Patton! But, they have to be, why else would they so close! It's just so obvious-" I'm beginning to ramble. I hear Patton make small phrases like "Logan-calm down," or "Logan, listen-" I continued to ignore him. I just needed answers! "LOGAN!" Patton screamed. I stopped myself. He embraced me in a hug. I froze in place and then realized what was happening. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him closer towards me. I felt a warmth sneak up onto my cheeks. He looked down at me, smiling slightly. I looked down at the floor, trying to hide the red tint staining my cheeks. He kissed the top of my forehead, making me slightly blush even more. "Logan, calm down. You don't need to over analyze everything..." He said in a comforting tone. "I know...I'm Logic, though. It's kind of my job..." I chuckled. "I know, but please, do try to look at it in a more understanding perspective." I kissed him gently, receiving him kiss back almost immediately. We've been dating for almost a half a year now. Anxiety and Roman knew, too. They didn't mind, they didn't actually say anything, if I remember correctly...
>>>FLASHBACK
"Me and Logan have exciting news!" Patton said eagerly. "What could be more important than listening to My Chemical Romance?" Anxiety said from behind Roman. "This! This is more important!" Patton replied. "Well what is it? I'm dying to hear!" Roman joined in the conversation. I motioned over to him, telling him to spill it. "Well...we're dating!" Patton was so...happy to tell them. I felt my heart flutter a little. Anxiety's expression changed from bored and annoyed to shocked and surprised. "That's amazing!" Roman pulled both of us into a hug. "Thanks..." I mutter. "...w-wow..." Anxiety sputters. I stay silent, I don't want to ruin this moment for Patton. Roman lets go of us, leaving us be. Anxiety stays and lingers. He pulls me aside for a moment. "So...you two are actually a thing now, huh?" He asks, quietly. I nod my head. "So...what's it like?" I feel my flush slightly flush. "Well...it's kind of complicated. I mean, it takes a lot of listening, understanding, love and tolerance for each other." I tried my best to explain it. "Oh, okay..." He tried to leave. "Why do you ask?" I questioned. He flinched a little at the question. Then he froze. "N-no reason...thanks, though." He answered, leaving me by my lonesome. I went back to the living room, but when I got there, Patton was gone. I assumed he had something to get to and brushed it off as nothing.
<<<PRESENT TIME
That is how he reacted, isn't it? It must've been. "Hey, you okay? You've been staring at the wall for like, awhile." Patton snaps me out of my thoughts. "Oh, yeah, just thinking." "As usual..." He sighed. "What's wrong?" I ask. "You're always thinking, Lo. Give your mind a break." He cuddled up with me on the couch. "I'll try, Patton. I'll try." He puts on a movie, and cuddles back up with me. Oh God, I love him.
Roman's POV
I leave my room, finding it almost completely quiet in the halls. Strange...I get a glass of water and notice that Patton and Logan are watching a movie. Not a Disney movie, but still a good movie. I leave them be, not wanting to linger for too long. I make my way back to my room when I'm caught off guard by a...voice. I didn't recognize it completely.
"I've never so adored you
I'm twisting allegories now
I want to complicate you
Don't let me do this to myself"
Anxiety...I've never heard him sing before. I press my ear up against the door, as he continues to sing.'
"I'm chasing roller coasters
I've got to have you closer now
Endless romantic stories
You never could control me
Well I never really thought that you'd come tonight
When the crown hangs heavy on either side
Give me one last kiss while we're far too young to die.
Far too young to die
Far too young to die"
His voice was soothing and comforting, I hardly was even listening anymore, I was just soaking it all in...His voice was beautiful, I had no idea why he would hide it from anybody. As I zoned out, I noticed that his voice had stopped. I felt a wave of sadness wash over me. I wanted to hear his soft and soothing voice...Oh well, I won't confront him. He'll think I'm weird. I wouldn't want that. I enter my room and take a sip of my water, placing it on the bedside table I had next to me. I changed into my sleepwear and flopped onto my bed. I went to sleep with the thoughts of my Dark Prince...
In case you were wondering the song Anxiety sang is called "Far Too Young To Die" by Panic! At the Disco, though some of you already knew that, huh? Anyways, I'm going to see the Emoji Movie tomorrow! So yay! Wish me luck...;-; Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this! C'ya!
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