Chapter 57: Inner Turmoil


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         Roman's POV

     I sat down with Virgil on the couch. "I love you, princess..." I said, gently ruffling his hair. "Hey! Quit it! It takes forever to get this messy!" He said, batting my hands away. "Fine then. I guess you don't want to cuddle then." I said, pulling away from him and his touch. "Roman..!" He whined.

     "Fine, fine." I said with a smirk. I wrapped an arm around him and pulled him close. "I love you..." He muttered, curling up on my lap and burying his face in my chest. "Comfy?" I asked with a chuckle. "Very. Now shut up and cuddle me, I'm freezing." He said. I grabbed the nearest blanket and set it on him.

      He nuzzled closer to me. "God, you are a cuddler." I said with a chuckle. Well...might as well make use of my time. I turned on a Disney movie and turned most of my focus to that. I started subconsciously running my fingers through his hair. So soft...so silky...so silky soft.

     I felt the weight on my chest become heavier and heavier. Is he asleep...? "Virgil, love, are you awake?" I asked softy. "Yeah..." He mumbled. "Okay, kitten." I said, de-tangling my fingers from his dark brown locks.

     I felt him slightly shift. "Frozen? Is that because I feel like I'll die if I'm any colder?" He asked, sarcasm dripping from his voice. "No, that's just coincidental." I said with a chuckle. "Oh is it now?" He asked.

     I turned my focus back to the movie. Logan and Patton walked into the room and sat themselves down on the couch. They cuddled with each other and watched the movie with us. Ah, perfect.

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     "I'm just saying..." I mumbled. "Ugh, fine." He said. We had just gotten out of a small fight. It wasn't as bad as the whole breakup thing, but it was still bad. Virgil left the room and went to do whatever it is he would do. I shouldn't have said that...I really shouldn't have. I grabbed a cookie from the batch we made and took a bite from it.

      "Hey, kiddo!" Patton greeted. He grabbed a cookie as well. "What's wrong?" He asked. "Me and Virgil got into a fight..." I mumbled, taking another bite of my cookie. "Aww, it'll be okay, Roman! He'll come around!" Patton said, a reassuring smile on his face. "Thanks, Patton..." I mumbled.

     "It was no problem, kiddo." He said, ruffling my hair a bit. "Well, I gotta go, kiddo. Logan said that he wanted to talk to me." He said. "Later!" "Later..." I mumbled. I finished up my cookie and sat myself down on the couch.

DING

AngstAnx: hey, just wanted to say i'm sorry. you really didn't deserve that.

RomanticRoman: No no, it was my fault. I shouldn't have said what I said...

AngstyAnx: can we just stop blaming ourselves and just cuddle?

RomanticRoman: That sounds lovely.

     I stood up from my seat and made my way over to his room. I knocked lightly on his door. "I was gonna come out, you know." He said, muffled through his door. "I don't care, now open the door!" I exclaimed.

     He opened the door and let me in. He shut the door behind him and locked it. He pulled me into an embrace. "I'm sorry..." He muttered. "It's fine." I said, lightly kissing the top of his head. He pulled away slightly and wrapped his arms around my neck.

     He pulled me into a kiss. It felt like it lasted forever. It was slow and full of love and passion. It was perfect. I pulled away slowly, earning a small whine from Virgil. "I love you..." I said, lightly pecking his cheek. "I love you too." He muttered. He pulled me into another kiss.

     He pulled away a little too fast for my taste. He pulled away from my grasp and sat down on his bed. "Well? What do you wanna do?" I asked. "I said we could cuddle. Maybe watch some anime?" He suggested. "Sounds good." I said, sitting myself down next to him.

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     "Well? How do you think the fans will react?" I asked eagerly. "I think they'll love it! I know I do!" Thomas exclaimed. "I think they'll thoroughly enjoy it." Logan said, a small smile on his face. "They might like it. I'd hope they do since you delayed it by a week." Virgil said. "Oh, kitten. Don't act so salty." I said, wrapping an arm around him. "Whatever..." He mumbled. I could tell something was wrong.

     We sunk back down and Patton and Logan immediately excused themselves. I gently grabbed his hand. "Hey, what's wrong?" I asked softly. He yanked his hand away. "Nothing." He said. "Love, something is definitely wrong. Please tell me. You know I hate seeing you hurt." I muttered. "Look, nothing is wrong, so just drop it!" He shouted. "Fine then. It's not like I cared anyways." I said.

          Virgil's POV

     I felt hot tears prick my eyes. God, you just could've said that you were fine in a better manner? Could you be any more idiotic?! My mind was screaming at me. I started heading back to my room. He must've thought I was out of earshot. "Sometimes I even wonder why I started dating you..." He grumbled.

    I felt a tear or two slip down my cheek. I sprinted back to my room and slammed my door shut and locked it. I put my back to the door and slid down, holding back tears and curling into a ball. I stood myself up and moved to the middle of the room, where I threw my headphones onto my bed.

     "Are you actually crying?" Mars asked. It was then that I noticed the three of them there, all staring at me, an unreadable expression on their faces. I expected them to say something like "oh he's not good enough, blah blah blah." I was wrong.

     "You're that pathetic? Really? I thought you were a little stronger than that...thought wrong." He said with a chuckle. "I never expected you to cry over something so infinitesimal!" Lon exclaimed. "So disappointing..." Tap mumbled.

      I was taken aback. I didn't know what to do. "What? Did you think we were actually your friends? How could someone love, let alone care, about someone so pathetic?"































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