tw: Slight/Platonic Analogical And Sad Patton {I get it, I'm a monster, fite me}

i'm very unproductive today ;-;

and listening to filthy frank

send help

please

also

i really wanna thing for "i know it's today" but it's roman instead of fiona.

and the prince is anx.

because prinxiety.

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-

timeskip.

          Virgil's POV

     I set the pill bottle in my coat pocket. I don't know what they'll do to me if I take them, but it probably won't do anything super bad...right?

     I laid back down on my bed. I got out my phone and started browsing through tumblr. I eventually got bored of that and texted Logan.

VigilantVirgil: hey logan. there's a new season of ahs. wanna watch with me?

LogicalLogan: There is?

LogiacalLogan: I'd love to. I'll meet you in the commons.

     I stuffed my phone in my pocket and met Logan in the living room. "I haven't seen anything yet, so I'm just as eager as you are." I said. He gave me a small laugh. "Shall we start now?" He asked. "Heck yeah!" I said, throwing myself onto the couch.

 timeskip {i'm lazier than you}

     "That was...gosh, I need more episodes!" He exclaimed. "Right? Now all we have to theorize about everything and anything in this season so far." I said, earning a small chuckle from him. "That's true...and I do have some theories on a few things..."

          Roman's POV

    I sat next to Patton on my bed. "What's this about, again?" I asked. "I...I th-think I saw another t-trait..." He stammered. I felt my heart drop into my stomach. "W-What...? What did it look like?" I asked, trying to keep my calm. "They...they looked just like me...I didn't get a good look, I only saw them for a brief moment..." He mumbled. I could see the small scared look in his eyes.

     I wrapped my arms around him. I lightly shushed him. "It's okay, I know you're scared, but it'll be fine. I'll protect you guys." I said, a small smile accompanying me. "I know, kiddo....you were always the brave one..." He said with a shy smile, wiping his tears off of his face.

    "Don't cry, Patton..." I said, cupping his face with my hands. I swiped my thumbs across his cheeks. "It'll be okay..." I mumbled. "I know..." He said, pulling away from me. "I'm supposed to be the positive one..." He turned away from me. "...look how much of that I'm being..." He muttered to himself.

     Virgil's rubbing off on him, isn't he? I walked towards him. "Hey, don't cry, it's fine." I said, hugging him tightly. "I know that you're 'Morality,' but that necessarily make you the positive one." I said softly in attempts of calming him. "I'm the prince, but even I get scared sometimes..." I admitted sheepishly.

     "You...you do...?" He mumbled. "Everybody does, and whose to say you have to be positive?" I asked cautiously. He went silent. The whole room was silent. It was so thick you could cut it with a knife.

    "We don't have roles of being positive or not. We have the roles of being ourselves, Patton. Nobody else can get the role we play but us." I said, placing my hands on his shoulders. "I-I know. I just-I'm the dad character, I'm supposed to give you guys hope! To tell you that everything that'll be okay! To be...protective...unafraid..." He rambled.

     "Patton, not all fathers are brave, some are very scared, and some are in the exact middle. You are one of those people. Everybody is different, Patton, and we should embrace that...I-"

Knock knock knock...

     "Patton? I can't find Roman and I have something to talk to him about...is he in there...?" Logan asked, almost muffled through the door. "O-Oh...yeah, one second..." Patton said, desperately wiping off his tears.

    He slowly made his way to the door and cracked open the door. Logan immediately noticed the tear streaks staining his face. "Patton what's wrong?" He asked, scooping the boy up in a hug. "I-I'm fine..." He said, slowly exiting my room. "You two can talk a-about whatever it was. I'm fine. I promise..." "...I-I'll make this quick...Virgil is acting suspicious, almost like he was...hiding something. I thought I'd alert you, seeing as you are his romantic partner...I'll leave now, Patton seems in need of my assistance." He rushed out the words quickly, then quickly exited my room.

     He's still a bit off, seeing as he did wake up just earlier today. I brushed it off as nothing, and turned back to my Disney movie that Patton briefly interrupted. I buried myself in my blankets, hoping that Patton would be fine.

timeskip.

          Logan's POV

     I lied down next to Patton, holding him tightly in my arms. I gently stroked his hair in attempts to calm him down. He'd been crying for what felt like forever. I gently shushed him and mumbled positive words to him. It was the only thing that could help.

     He nuzzled closer to me, burying his face in my chest. "I know, Patton...just cry it out." I didn't know what else to do. What I did know, was that this would probably go on for another half an hour. He's Thomas' emotions, his heart. He feels everything, the good and the bad ones {what about the dirty ones? Panic! fans wHERE YOU AT?!}.

     He always hides them from everybody, though. He doesn't like to express them. He puts himself after everyone else, and it's so...so damaging, sometimes. He just bottles them up and when he least expects it, the walls crumble.

     I continued to stroke the top of his head. I softly pressed a kiss to his forehead. "I love you..." I mumbled. "I l-love you too..." He said through sobs. "Patton...please don't cry..." I muttered. "I-I...I'm sorry..." He said, pulling away from my grasp. "I just...I don't know why I'm so upset..." He said, attempting to wipe off his tears with the palm of his hand.

     "Patton, you don't have to be sorry. The reason, most likely, is because you bottle up all your emotions. All the bad ones. You don't have to do that, you know that, right?" I asked softly. "I-I know..." He sighed. "Then why do you do it...?" I pulled him into my grasp once more. "I...I don't know, Lo...I really don't..." He mumbled. "It's okay, Patton. Just know that you don't have to do it, okay?" I asked. "O-Okay..."

oooooh some angst.

forgive me

please

or don't

i don't care

i tortured you with the breakup

and imma do it again >:3

hehehehehehehehehehehhehehehehehehehehehe

"AUTHOR-CHAN IS EVIL!"

thank you.

Prepare for the worst

imma tell you that much

hehehehehehehehehehehehe.

imma go now

c'ya!