Chapter 30: Nothing


          Anxiety's POV

     I step out of my room, knowing nobody would be up this late. I grab a bag of chips and rush back to my room. I shut the door and locked it tightly. I set them down on my bedside cabinet, turning on a table lamp in the process. I looked at myself in the mirror. My hair was messy and scattered in a variety of places. My face was stained with tear lines and a little more pale than usual without the white foundation. The bags under my eyes were just as dark as they would be with my eye shadow.

     I ran a comb through my messy hair, trying to spare myself the agony that would come with it if I didn't. I set the comb back and flopped back down on my bed. I took a handful of chips and shoved them down my throat. I didn't care. Nobody would see me, so why should I care? I set the back aside and went back to sleep.

timeskip.

     I was awoken by an abrupt knock at the door. I threw my blankets back onto me and flipped over on my other side. "Anxiety, you need to come out soon. You haven't eaten in forever!" Logan pleaded. There was a small silence and then footsteps. Logan had left, and I didn't even really care. I never really cared...

          Logan's POV

     I walked away from Anxiety's room, feeling slightly bad for the younger trait. It had been forever since he had stepped out of their. Patton is very worried about him, Roman is a wreck, Missy and Pranks don't know what's really going on and I just...it's been a lot. I've been doing a lot of research on how I might be able to help him. Nothing has been able to work yet.

     I sat myself down on the couch, running a finger through my hair. "Hey, sweetie, you okay?" Patton asked. "I'm fine...I'm just very worried about Anxiety. It's been almost a month since we've seen him. Roman is a wreck and Thomas is so careless! It's starting to really worry me, Patton..." I explained. Everything was now confusing to me. "I know, hun. It'll be okay...we're watching over Thomas. Anxiety will come out soon...it's gonna be okay..." Patton said, pressing a kiss to my cheek. "I love you..." I muttered. "I love you too..." Patton said, pulling me into a hug.

     Roman walked into the room, obviously trying to hide his tears. "Hey guys..." He said, plopping himself down on the couch with us. "What's up?" "Nothing much...are you okay?" Patton asked in a worried tone. "I'm fine...." He lied. "Are you sure you're fine? We can see you're on the verge of tears..." I said. "I'm fine." He stated. "Okay..." Patton mumbled. "It'll be okay..." "I love you..." I said. "I love you too, Lo..." He said.

timeskip.

          Roman's POV

     I sat myself down on the couch. Movie nights were always better with Anxiety...I pushed the thought to the back of my head. I miss him so much...I tried my hardest to focus on the movie, yet my thoughts were plagued with Anxiety. I eventually gave up and popped up in my usual spot.

     "Roman? What are you doing here?" Thomas asked. "Are...you okay? You don't look like yourself..." Thomas asked in a worried tone. "I'm just...having some trouble right now..." I said. "Oh...with what?" He asked. "How did you move on from your past relationship...how did handle the breakup and finally move on?" I asked. "What...? You and Anxiety didn't..." He paused, waiting for a response from me. I gave him a shy nod. I was immediately encased in a hug.

     "It'll be alright. He'll come around eventually, Roman. He's got to come out of his room sooner or later..." Thomas said, knowing how Anxiety gets. "I...I know...I just....I don't feel like he loves me after what I did, Thomas. I was the one who cut it off in a fit of rage. I don't deserve him after what I did..." I muttered. "Hey, don't think like that! I'm sure he still loves you!" Thomas exclaimed. "But-But what if he doesn't?" I asked him on the verge of tears. "He does...I'm sure of it...." He said. "You...you're sure?" I asked, feeling a tear slip down my cheek. He wiped the tear off with his hand. "I'm positive..."


wooooooooooooo

another chapter

don't worry

another chapter maybe today???

maybe???

sorry it's so short.

oh well

cya.

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