i freaking love this. this is my headcannon

also here's a bmc summary: Here! Take this bossy tic-tac! Now you're a cool cucumber and a bad person...

if you want a whole thing describing my headcannons then...i might make a thing in my newer book, sanders sides randomness {shameless self promotion}, so if you want that, lemme know. and yeah, here ya gooooooo

timeskip

          Anxiety's POV

     Why can't I sleep...ugh. I know I got up a little bit later than usual, but...oh, I don't even care at this point. Old sleeping habits, take me away! I wonder what I could do...I get off my bed and go rummage through my closet. Everything interesting is in the closet! I sift through the black clothes and other random objects, when I stumble upon something one of Thomas' fans gave me. Black nail polish. I take a shaky sigh and scoop it up in my hand. I set it down on my bedside cabinet. I twist open the cap and take a good, long look at it before taking a small sniff of the product. It was a bit strong but...it was manageable. "I guess I could try this..." I whispered to myself. It was almost three in the morning, and if I woke anyone up, they...they'd probably yell at me and then go back to bed. It can't be that hard, right? Some girls do this on a weekly basis, sometimes even daily. I take out the brush and do a light stroke onto my pointer finger. It was...pretty opaque...which was a surprise. I continued to do this until they were all covered in the black substance.

     Once I had done that, I returned to browsing tumblr. I looked at an array of nail artists and normal things, like conspiracies, any fandoms that I happen to have {mis}fortunately fallen into, and a couple of things I wasn't into but probably should be. "....*GASP*No way!!" I whisper yelled. "New season of American Horror Story!" I squealed inside with delight. I've always had a hunch for it, and though some of the scenes are definitely not appropriate, it's an amazing show, nonetheless. I continue to browse tumblr until I realize I have nothing to do. I'm just...bored. Which is ironic, considering their famous for their quote "you'll never be bored again". It was almost sad. Almost. I looked around for different things to do, and almost all of them had required me to leave my cavern, or my room, as normal people would put it. So, scratch all that. I was too bored to do anything, so I went to bed.

timeskip.

     I look over to my side. Bedside cabinet, Macbook, yeah, everything seems to be just as it was a few hours ago. Ugh, morning, why must you be so bright? I throw my covers off me only to be hit by cold air. I shudder for a second but then get used to it. I stand up off of my bed and make my way over to the door. I twist open the door, only to be hit with saran wrap. I stumbled back a few steps then finally regained my balance.

     "Pranks!" I shouted. I'm gonna kill him. I remove the saran wrap from the door and make my way out of my room and into the kitchen. I grab myself a bowl of cereal and sit down at the counter. "Good morning, my dear Emo Nightmare!" Roman greeted. "Morning." I said, turning back to my breakfast. "How'd you sleep?" He asked. "Fine." I muttered. "How do you even stay up late? Isn't that what you usually do?" He asked. "Something interesting usually grabs my attention until three in the morning." I said. "How do you do it, though?" He questioned once more. "Well, you kinda have to get into staying up late." I said, as Logan and Patton walked into the living room. "I can usually find something to keep me entertained, and usually just browse tumblr if I can't." I started using hand motions to accompany my explanation. "You kinda have to be used to staying up late, and if you're not, it'll be like seventy percent harder. And, you kinda have to-" I was cut off by Roman.

     "Is-Is that...nail polish?" He asked, a small smile forming on his lips. "Didn't a fan give some kind of nail polish to Thomas?" I felt my cheeks heat up gradually and immediately denied it. "Wh-What? No..." I hid my hands in my sleeves. "I think you're lying~" He said with a smirk. "N-No...I'm not." I said while trying to avoid eye contact. "You're wearing nail polish? If you are, I don't see a problem with it, and I don't think any of us really do, Anxiety." Logan said from afar. "Yeah, kiddo! If you wanna paint your nails, go right on ahead!" Patton chimed in. "...look, I got bored, okay?" I confessed. I wasn't feeling in an arguing mood today, so that was just an easy win for him. "Hah! I knew he'd crack!" Roman said triumphantly. "Yeah, yeah. Whatever." I turned back to my bowl of cereal. Roman pecked me on my cheek, throwing an arm around me in the process. "I love you." He said with a shy smile. "...l-love you, too..." I said, trying to hide my obvious blush. He gave me another peck before walking off with Logan and Patton. While I just sat their, flustered with my cereal.

heeyyyyyyyy

so like this is kinda a thing. i thought it would be cute, and yeah. also i think that new sanders sides vid {i hope} will be up today? it'll be fun.

anyways, have this, bye.

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