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"You know what, Randhir..
You're disrespecting those beautiful memories you made with her..
You're doing injustice with them..." I mutter without breaking the embrace..
"Huh?? How??"
"See.. Some happy incidents before becoming a memory gave you happiness only right??
So when you remember them, you should have a big smile on your face..
Our happy memories aren't responsible for our misery, but whenever we remember them, we start crying..
Those incidents give us smiles and we return back tears to them..
You tell me.. Is it fair??
They work so hard to make us happy.. And after that do you think they feel very good seeing us crying remembering them..
They deserve to see our happy smiley faces.. And we should do that, Randhir..
You should respect your happy memories..
You should be thankful that you have memories..
Cause there are some people who don't even have them.." my voice cracks at the end..
"Sanyukta??
What's the matter??" he tries to break the hug but I don't let him do that..
"Stay like this.. It feels good.."
"OK.. But tell me what's wrong.."
I keep mum..
"Sanyukta..
That's not fair.. I told you everything about my life, about my love life..
And you aren't even tell me what's bothering you..
Don't you trust me enough to share your problem with me.."
"What..!! No..!!
Are you crazy?? I do trust you.. with all my heart..
It's just.."
"It's just..?? It's just what, Sanyukta??"
"People always give me sympathy when they come to know about it..
And I hate sympathy..
I just can't stand people giving me sympathy..
I feel more vulnerable and more and more helpless.." I voice out my hesitation..
"Sanyukta..
You said you trust me, right??"
"Hmm.."
"Then trust me.. I won't show you sympathy..
You are my strong girl.. I know you don't need anyone's sympathy.."
I smile when he addresses me as his strong girl..
OK..!! I'll tell him..
I sigh..
"I'm suffering from partial amnesia..
I don't remember anything about my college life..
The last thing I can remember I was very happy as I got selected in my dream art college which was in Mumbai..
Oh..!! I think I never mentioned you before that I was born and brought up in Mumbai only.. I used to stay there with my Mom Dad..
My Mom Dad is renowned business couple..
They're very rich.. They've business in many countries..
Many times they used to visit other countries..
But they never thought of settling permanently in any of them..
Their love for India is incredible..
We Agarwals love our mother land so much..
But one day I opened my eyes with a buzzing head and found myself in hospital bed..
Even my parents weren't with me..
Doctor and nurses examined me, they asked me a few questions which I couldn't understand a bit..
I was so confused about everything..
I was scared...
Then the doctor told me it was 2015..
I couldn't believe in all that..
My hospital band had my age which showed I was twenty-five..
And my last memory was when I was eighteen.." I chuckle sarcastically and feel him rubbing my back..
"Seven years, Randhir.. Seven fucking years of my life is totally blank.." I let out a muffle sob which I'm holding till now..
"Shhh..!! It's OK, Sanyukta.. It's OK.." Randhir rocks me a little and pats my back..
I smile at his gesture..
He's making me feel like a baby..
As I smile I feel him smiling too..
This guy..!!
I shake my head and continue..
"Later that day my parents came to me and told me I faced an accident due to which I'm suffering from partial amnesia..
But there wasn't a single cut in my whole body.. And you know they were looking so relaxed when they were telling me about my memory loss..
Isn't it kinda weird..
I mean.."

"No.. Nothing is weird..
Don't think bullshit..
They were relaxed cause you gained your consciousness.." he suddenly gets excited..
"Hey..!! Relax..!!
It's okay.. They are my parents.. I didn't think any bullshit..
I was too preoccupied with other shits to think anything else at that time.." I'm slightly confused about his reaction..
But then.. I'm always confused..
Miss confuse soul..
"Sorry.. It's just.. Umm.. I didn't want you to take your parents otherwise..
They loves you dearly.."
"That's fine.. Chill..!!
Umm.. OK.. Where I was..
Yeah..!!
They informed me about my accident and memory loss..
They also told me that I gain my consciousness almost after a month..
There was so much thing for me to digest..
And before I could do that I got another shock..
I was informed that we got settled in Savannah after my graduation and I was working in an art academy there..
I mean how.. how on earth we left India..
And why the hell I landed myself in an academy of Savannah.. Where my dream was to run free art academy here in India for under privilege children..
There was a hell lot of questions.. But no answer..
I wanted to come back India but they said I couldn't air travel for some time because of my accident..
Then I halfheartedly joined that art academy where I was working before..
Then one day academy authority announced that they would send some of us in different countries around the world to capture the natural beauty of those countries in the canvas..
And see.. Here I am..
I used the opportunity at it's best.. Isn't it??"
Finally I break the hug and grin looking at him..
He let out a small chuckle.. "Yes.. Indeed.."
"Yeah..!! I know.."
"OK.. It's too late.. You have your dinner and sleep..
My tummy is full.. I guess I ate too much fritters in the evening.. So I'm not having my dinner tonight.."
"Even I'm not hungry.. You just fed me hot chocolate.."
"Let's get sleep then.."
He is about to get up when I hold his wrist..
"No please..!! Stay..!!
Let's sleep here only..
Please..!!.."
"But.. Sanyukta.."
"Actually I'm scared.. I'm not going in my room..
I'm staying here only..
You know ghost doesn't come near fire..
So it won't come near the fireplace.. That's mean it won't come near me as well, as I'm sitting near the fireplace..
Hushh..!! I'm safe.." I explain him..
But instead of saying anything he keeps gawking at me..
"What..??" I furrow my brows..
"That's a real bullshit.." he shakes his head..
And I pout..
"Now don't pout and come here.." Rolling his eyes he shifts to the couch set and stretches his hand for me..
I hold his hand and do the same..
We lean on the lower part of the couch and he covers both of us in the same duvet..
"Comfortable..??" he asks..
I put my head on his shoulder and sneak my hands around his waist..
"More than comfortable.."  I say with a smile..

"Randhir.." I call him after a couple of minutes..
"Hmm.."
"I want my memory back..
I want to reminisce my college life, my first work experience..
May be I was in love with someone..
I hate this hollowness, Randhir..
I feel like something's missing..
I feel like a part of my soul is missing..
I feel like something's not right.. something bad.. no.. something worse had happened..
I wanna know what happened in those seven years..
I always feel that my heart still remember everything.. But my mind doesn't..
This is so frustrating..
You know I used to cry myself to sleep each night when I was in Savannah..
I could never figure out the reason.. But it felt right to cry..
It was like I'm mourning over something or someone.. I don't know.. I really can't put my finger on anything..
I feel so helpless, Randhir.." my voice is hoarse as I start sobbing again..
"Shh..!! Sanyukta.. No..!!
Don't cry..!! It's OK..!! Everything will be alright..!! Trust me Sanyukta..
You are a beautiful brave woman..
Tears don't suit you..
Don't cry..
Just stop thinking about the past Sanyukta.. And everything eventually get better..
None can change the past..
So what's the use of remembering it..
May be your instincts are right.. May be something worse had happened..
So don't you think it's better to stay outta any kinda negativity..??
Bad things will only disturb you more..
I'm glad that you don't remember them..
Everything happens for some reason, Sanyukta..
Just think there is a bright side of your memory loss thing..
Now be a good girl and stop pressurizing your brain..
And just enjoy your present.." he says stroking my hair..
His words are so warm.. so positive.. so powerful..
"Thanks..!! Randhir..
Thanks for everything.. You are the best.." I hug him more tightly..
"My pleasure Mam..!!
Sometimes it's better to forget about certain things.." he sighs..
"Now sleep..!!
It's been a longgg evening.." he pulls me more into him..
"Yup.. Indeed.." I giggle..
"Good night..!!"
"Good night..!!"

TBC..
So Sanyukta doesn't remember anything..
Do you think she'll get her memory back??
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