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Our kiss lasts two to three minutes..
These two three minutes are the best moments of my life..
It feels sheer bliss the moment our lips move in the perfect sync..
If feels my lips are well versed with the activities of his lips.. They automatically understand the actions and then they response accordingly..
As Randhir pulls away I open my eyes and catch him staring at me..
I'm trying to gauge his reaction but his face isn't giving away much..
And then in a swift motion his gets up..
"We should go inside.. It's snowing heavily.." he says looking here and there..
Not for once he looks at me..
"Came.." holding my hand he takes me inside..
This time I don't argue with him..
My eyes never leave his face and on the other side he isn't ready to spear me a glance..
May be he's feeling awkward because of the kiss.. May be he's ashamed of kissing me.. May be he's regretting our kiss..
Various thoughts are clouding in my mind..
But before I can take my thoughts to the next level I hear him saying.. "Change your cloths and take a shower..
Then we'll have our breakfast..
It's already late.. You must be hungry.."
I nod at him and hobble upstairs..
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I stand under the shower and turn it on..
As the warm cascade water touches my bare body I feel relaxed in an instant..
But my mind is still restless..
Randhir's indifference is bothering me..
I guess he regrets kissing me like that..
What if he breaks our friendship because of this kiss...
What if he's angry on me.. I mean, I know, even he participated in the kiss.. But technically it was me who ignited it..
Aghh...!! Our friendship was going well.. But now I've messed up everything..
What was the need to be so desperate at that moment, Sanyukta..
I'm such an idiot..
I pull my hair in frustration..
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"And what if he's also feeling the exact way you are thinking??
What if he's thinking that you're mad at him for kissing you??
What if he's thinking that you'll break your friendship because of the kiss..
May be these are the reason behind his indifferent behavior.." all of a sudden my inner self pops out from nowhere and gives a ray of hope..
Yeah..!! These also can be the reason..
I shouldn't assume things on my own without knowing what's going in his mind..
"I think he also has a soft corner for you..
Those hugs, kisses and cuddles can't be some casual things for him..
May be he has some reasons behind his care, concern and worry..
May be he also feels something for you but can't muster the courage to tell you assuming that it might ruin your friendship..
It's high time, girl..!!
You should go and confess your feelings.." my inner self speaks again..
Umm..!! OK..!!
I'm not sure about it..
May be he feels something for me and may be not..
And what if he rejects me..
I don't think I'll be to handle that heartbreak..
I love him so much..
And my vision starts getting blurry as warm salty water starts pooling in my eyes..
I don't know anything..
Neither I want to know.. 
I'll just go to him and tell him that 'whatever happened, happened in the heat of the moment.. Let's not drag the matter further.. We shouldn't ruin our friendship because of a sudden kiss..'
Yep..!! I'll tell him this only..
I've already done a stupidity by kissing him.. Now I can't afford to do another one by confessing my love for him..
I just want him beside me.. That's what matters for me the most..
I'm least bothered about the name of the relationship we share..

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After the shower I hurriedly change into my sweatpants and loose tee and rush to the kitchen..
"Randhir.." I call his name softly entering into the kitchen and find it deserted..
"He isn't here..
I thought he must be preparing our breakfast..
May be he's in his room.. Let me check it.." I talk to myself and then hop upstairs..
The door of Randhir's room is wide open..
Standing at the door I see him standing in front the window and looking out..
"Why are you standing there..??
Come in.." he says remaining in the same position..
But how come he knows that I'm standing at his door..
"Don't pressurize your brain.. I just sensed your presence.." he speaks still looking outside..
I sigh..!!
He's looking at the snowfall..
It's truly mesmerizing..
The beauty of the sight makes me forget everything and I starts speaking those things which I didn't rehearse..
"Umm..!! Randhir..
I wanna tell you something..
But please don't freak out.. OK..??" I say tentatively..
"What's the matter, Sanyukta..??" he says softly and turns to face me..
"Umm..!! Woh..!!
Actually.. Umm..!!
Randhir..!! I.." my mouth is dry, my lips are shaking and palms are sweating..
I can't form a proper sentence..
Calm down..!! I mumble to myself and sigh..
Then closing my eyes I speak in a breath..
"I love you, Randhir.. I love you so much.."
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Minutes past..
But I can't hear a single thing from him..
I can't even see his reaction as my eyes are still closed..
I don't have the guts to open them..
I'm not ready to witness a angry Randhir..
I shouldn't have confessed my feelings..
I came here to say which I thought in the washroom.. But end up confessing my love..
I'm a certified idiot..
I'm pretty sure.. Now I've officially ruined our friendsh..
My thoughts abruptly come on a halt as I feel his cold palm on my left cheek..
"Open your eyes, Sanyukta.." hearing his calm voice I open my eyes and glance at him..
He isn't looking mad.. In fact he's staring at me with soft eyes..
"This love will not take you anywhere, Sanyukta..
It will only hurt you..
It will hurt you to the extend you can't even imagine in your wildest dreams..
You won't be able to bare that pain..
Your heart is too fragile..
Today you won't understand.. But trust me.. Whatever I'm saying, I'm saying for you betterment..
This love will ruin you..
You should stay away from me.."
He's serious.. But his voice is calm..
He has said so many things.. But nothing registers in my system.. Still I get one thing..
He doesn't want to reciprocate my love..
"A simple 'I don't love you' could also get the job done, Randhir..
There was no need to use and waste those heavy confusing sentences.." I say without showing any emotion..
My inside is scorching, twisting, bleeding.. But I'm not gonna break down in front of him..
I won't be able to bare if he shows me any kinda sympathy now..
I just remove his palm from my cheek and walk out of his room..

TBC..
Trouble in SanDhir's love life..
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