I stare at him as he looks at my face.

"I'm so glad i got to see that face."

I just stand there.....shocked at that one word. He was right. Kaze was murdered. I try to forget the images playing back in my head.

FLASHBACK

I stand with my arm on Kaze's. I stand proudly, discovering finally where i belong. I hear something from behind, i ignore it trying to get back to my happiness. Kaze stops breathing. I start freaking out. I take my arm off of hers. "Kaze?! Speak to me!?" I see a boy with black hair stand before me, behind Kaze's dead body. He has a sword with her blood on it. His face shocked, as if he didn't know he would kill her. "KAZE!!!" Then he smiles a wicked grin. "Wow! I feel more powerful already! Sensei was right!" I stare at the boy, with evil thoughts in my mind. I get up. I try to think that it was natural for her to die. I pet her head, trying to figure out how i will kill this boy. "Why did you do that."

"I wanted to be powerful. Sensei told me that if i killed a dragon then it would mean i was powerful. He said the bigger the dragon the more power, so i took on the most powerful dragon i knew. She was distracted by foolishly raising a human. So, i struck."

"But why?"

"I already told you."

"No. That was the simple answer. The one people use because they don't want to answer truly."

"You really wanna know why?"

"Yes."

"Because, i can."

I stand there, shocked by his simple answer.

"Then, how about i do the same."

"You wouldn't kill a dragon, you have to much of a heart."

"You have that right. But, i would kill a murderer."

"So. I want to see you try."

Shadows surround me, comforting my horrible state of mind. I try to calm myself down, but end up taking all my feelings into one blow. I go into "Shadow demon."

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

The shadows take over my body. My eyes fully turn black. My hair, whipping in all directions around me. I have no soul, it gets overtaken by my rage. My heart, gone. I take no pity.

"LEAVE OR DIE!" i say in a voice that isn't mine.

"This is what i was waiting for! Come at me!"

I strike his face in all directions. He just laughs as he spits out blood. I do this over and over until my shadows are covered in his blood.

"I TAKE NO PITY. BUT, YOU SHALL LEAVE. I AM NOT FILTH AS YOU ARE."

He just smirks a wicked smile once again.

"But. You are filth. I want you to kill me. Then you will be a murderer."

I scream and strike him into a tree. My shadows are almost like spider arms. My scales showing on my arms. This is my full power. I throw him to make him leave. I will never kill.

"I.AM.NOT.FILTH!!!"

I scream angry as his body thuds against a tree, far away. The shadows try to calm me down with comforting words.

"It's alrighttt..go to Kaze. It's her dying wissshhhhh."

"I will. But i don't want her to see me like this."

The spidery arms fade. My eyes go back to blue. My hair settles on my shoulders. I try to think of what i will say to her.

"Kaze. I'm so sorry. This is all my fault. I wis-"

"It's my time to go. Remember that it was his hands that killed me, not you're sweet hands. You make me proud, be sure you embrace you're special power. Remember sweet Violet. You, are still blooming."

Her breath goes out once again. I scream and cry. I want to die with her. She was the only one who cared for me, appreciated me, loved me.

"I love you Kaze."

I hold onto her corpse. Crying as if i was the one who got a sword through my heart. I have to move on, for Kaze.

FLASHBACK END

I start acting like i did back then screaming and crying out of control. I feel the shadows overcome me. Everyone was going to charge at him, but they all stopped as they saw the shadows take over.

"WHY DO YOU HATE MEEEE!?" I say in a voice that isn't mine.

"I don't Violet. I love you, that's why i want you to kill me."

"Hey mister you make no sense!" I quiet Seb down. I make him fly away so he too will not see me. I tell him to fly away, far away from here. I scream in pain as the scales come. It doesn't hurt, i'm just ticked. I turn my head straight to him.

"SHADOWS PARALYZE!" He can't move.

"Yes! Kill me! Please!"

I look away from the shocked looks from everyone. I guess you could say this is my double personality. Except, i'm a puppet. The shadows control me from now on. Twisting and turning me, talking for me.

"I WILL NOT KILL YOU. i GIVE YOU A FATE WORSE THEN DEATH. SHADOW CAGE!"

I trap him in the shadows. But i take away the shadows powers to speak or be alive. So he is surrounded with dead shadows i guess you could say. I give him shadow memories. Basically just memories, but you will only see the shadow of them. So, you are trapped in a nightmare until i take it all away. I feel a cold hand on my leg. My leg? I look down. Turns out that the shadows gave me shadow wings without me knowing. I try to calm down. The shadows say soothing words to me. I fall back down. I am exhausted. I fall onto the person's arms. I think they were Gray's. I'm to tired to think. I just have that moment when the shadows take over in my mind. That thrilling feeling. It's amazing. I fall into a deep sleep. Thinking of what i could have done in the past.

I wake up in Lucy's bed. Natsu's face is in mine. My eyes meet his, he gets a almost scary big grin on his face.

"She's up! Violet woke up!"

"Aye siirr!"

I squint at the bright light hitting my face. "Huh? Why..a..am.. i in..L..Lucy's bed?" I yawn and look around. Someone dressed me. I get wide eyes at that thought.

"It's about time. You've been asleep for four days. Everyone is super worried about you." I look at Gray who has a serious look on his face as he says that.

"Yeah! I told the newspaper to print you're story! I have a picture!" Sky comes over and shows me the picture of myself when the shadows took over.

"Do...I really..look like that?"

She nods her head.

"Everyone was scared of you, also for you. Since we are used to the mousey Violet. Not the scarier-then-Mira-Violet!"

I laugh a little. Then i realize that Rogue has been trapped in his own nightmares for four days. I decide to leave him there for at least a month.

"Ohmigosh the ball! And more importantly....who..dressed me?"

"Virgo."

"Did she at least change me not in front of everyone?"

"Yeah. I made her use a paper screen this time."

"Thank God. I would not want anyone to see me like that. That would be embarrassing!"

Everyone except Gray and Natsu agree with me. I throw pillows at them. I end up spilling Gray's cup of....whatever he had almost onto my legs. I do a weird cat sounding shriek. "Reow!" Gray freezes it before it touches my legs. I thank him for not making that spill on me.

"Are you like half Neko?"

"Yes Gray. I'm half cat."

"That explains a lot."

I fake hiss at him and throw another pillow at his head. Natsu is to happy. I throw pillows at everyone until i run out.

"You're just a little ray of sunshine aren't you?" I grab the sarcastic Happy and squish him by hugging him.

"NATSU I THINK SHE'S TRYING TO KILL ME!"

I smile and let go of him. I make Sky give me the photo of myself. I get sad.

"If i was asleep for four days. That means i missed the ball."

"Nope! Master moved it for five days to try and wait for you to wake up! So you still have a day until the ball!"

"Yaaay!" I hug Seb who i just now found on my blanket.I look outside.

"It's dark outside.....how am i gonna sleep?"

"I don't know. How about we watch a movie." I nod at Erza's good thinking. We stay up all night watching movies from Frozen, to anime, to the walking dead. I smile at our weird choices. I fall asleep next between Seb and Gray. I dream about Frozen, except the people are all zombies trying to get a hold of the Death Note. Weird.